Wednesday, December 31, 2003
some random entry
Music of the moment : All I Have To Give - Backstreet Boys (my fave BSB SONg!! GYAAAAA!!!!)
Neways, I was wondering around, doing nothing then it struck me. I have too many black stuff.
I mean, for god's sake, I just bought this all-black pencil case, my UBERLY cool bf bought me a black wallet, I have like, five black shirts, and a black notebook. AND for god's sake, even this blog is kinda blackish.
On the other hand, I DO like whites. I have one white short sleeve shirt (the one that my bro gave me), a three-quarter sleeves white shirt, a sleeveless white shirt, two long sleeve white shirt, and this formal looking blouse, and that's also in white. And plus, lotsa other things in white....I am obsessed with white shirts. IT SPIFFS! And it looks nice with jeans! ^_^
If mum knows how many whites I have, she'll kill me. All year long Ive been wearing whites and gray, and black, and blue and she never notices that.
NEW YEAR RESOLUTION : WEAR OTHER COLOURS, such as purple. Or baby blue. Eh...chotto matte, that's blue too rite? URGHHHHHHH....
Neways, I was wondering around, doing nothing then it struck me. I have too many black stuff.
I mean, for god's sake, I just bought this all-black pencil case, my UBERLY cool bf bought me a black wallet, I have like, five black shirts, and a black notebook. AND for god's sake, even this blog is kinda blackish.
On the other hand, I DO like whites. I have one white short sleeve shirt (the one that my bro gave me), a three-quarter sleeves white shirt, a sleeveless white shirt, two long sleeve white shirt, and this formal looking blouse, and that's also in white. And plus, lotsa other things in white....I am obsessed with white shirts. IT SPIFFS! And it looks nice with jeans! ^_^
If mum knows how many whites I have, she'll kill me. All year long Ive been wearing whites and gray, and black, and blue and she never notices that.
NEW YEAR RESOLUTION : WEAR OTHER COLOURS, such as purple. Or baby blue. Eh...chotto matte, that's blue too rite? URGHHHHHHH....
urgh.
Music of the moment : Gone - N Sync
So, here I am, listening to old, sad, sappy love songs. I read ONLY's blog just now, and I'm very happy for Lynn. Because she can spend the whole five days with her Pecal. That's very nice to hear. At least somebody in my life is having fun this evening. GO LYNN! ^^
This song is piercing my heart. So I just hang around, and find some things to do, to take my mind off missing u. Pandai gak eh timing...Hehehe..
Hurm...no exciting things happened in my life recently, just that for a few days back hostel MMU got no water. So the students living there ended up taking their baths at the surau. WOW. Now I'm very thankful to live here in my apartment. I heard Cyberjaya's campus was in the same condition a few days back, I dunno about now though...mebbe they have water oredi. What la...name jer MMU. Ayor takdak.
Neways, I dun really know whut to say as I dun have have any exciting events happening in my life lined up. So I shall crap again, when I have the mood. Have a nice evening.
So, here I am, listening to old, sad, sappy love songs. I read ONLY's blog just now, and I'm very happy for Lynn. Because she can spend the whole five days with her Pecal. That's very nice to hear. At least somebody in my life is having fun this evening. GO LYNN! ^^
This song is piercing my heart. So I just hang around, and find some things to do, to take my mind off missing u. Pandai gak eh timing...Hehehe..
Hurm...no exciting things happened in my life recently, just that for a few days back hostel MMU got no water. So the students living there ended up taking their baths at the surau. WOW. Now I'm very thankful to live here in my apartment. I heard Cyberjaya's campus was in the same condition a few days back, I dunno about now though...mebbe they have water oredi. What la...name jer MMU. Ayor takdak.
Neways, I dun really know whut to say as I dun have have any exciting events happening in my life lined up. So I shall crap again, when I have the mood. Have a nice evening.
I Promise - Stacie Orrico
When you need someone, Will I be that one you need?
Will I do all my best to, to protect you?
When the tears get near your eyes
Will I be the one that's by your side?
Will I be there when you call me in the middle of the night?
Will I keep the rain from falling down into your light?
I promise, I promise
I promise I will
Will I take tender care of you?
Take your darkest night and make it bright for you
Will I be there to make you strong and to lean on?
When this world has turned so cold
Will I be the one that's there to hold?
Will I be there when you call me in the middle of the night?
Will I keep the rain from falling down into your light?
I promise, I promise
I promise I will
Will I be there when you call me in the middle of the night?
Will I keep the rain from falling down into your light?
I promise, I promise
I promise I will
Yeah
And I love you more every day
And nothing will take that love away
When you need someone
I promise I'll be there for you (there for you)
I promise
Will I be there when you call me in the middle of the night?
Will I keep the rain from falling down into your light?
I promise, I promise
I promise I will
And I promise (and I promise)
I promise (oh I promise you)
I will be there when you call me (when you call me)
I promise (I promise)
I promise I will
.:: To Ariff, I promise ::.
happy new year
Music of the moment : Are You Happy Now? - Michelle Branch
Morning ppl. I think I am in my worst condition ever. I have this panda eyes, my hair's a mess (doesn't it always?), and I think I've gotten a scar on my right knee. I am so so careless.
Neways, Ojen, Nur and Yasmin are heading to Kuantan now. Happy New Year guys. Lynn is stuck in here, because Pecal wants to come here. Me? Why the hell I am stuck here? Hehe, this is actually a no-win situation. I am always STUCK here in Melaka, am I? Oh well, life's tough, just keep on living ^_^
Hurm...alone again in the new year's eve. This is my life...
Morning ppl. I think I am in my worst condition ever. I have this panda eyes, my hair's a mess (doesn't it always?), and I think I've gotten a scar on my right knee. I am so so careless.
Neways, Ojen, Nur and Yasmin are heading to Kuantan now. Happy New Year guys. Lynn is stuck in here, because Pecal wants to come here. Me? Why the hell I am stuck here? Hehe, this is actually a no-win situation. I am always STUCK here in Melaka, am I? Oh well, life's tough, just keep on living ^_^
Hurm...alone again in the new year's eve. This is my life...
Tuesday, December 30, 2003
this is killing me
Music of the moment : Akustatik - OAG
This sucks. This really sucks. I feel like I dun want to live this life anymore. Everything is weighing its back on me, I dun have the guts to live tomorrow anymore. I hate this. I hate this lot.
I just quarrelled with Ariff. And yep, it's my fault. I dono whut's my frikkin problem sometimes. Mebbe I'm too slefish over something that I wanted. Mebbe I shud consider the element 0f being considerate into my life...What an airhead I am. I shud go jump into Mordor.
And plus, I have friends who dun really care about me. OMG, people might say I'm so so pathetic, but the truth is, well, I am. It's not like they hate me or something, its just that I felt left behind sometimes. Hurm...I dono. I dono about anything in this life anymore.
I feel like all this while, I've been trying to satisfy everyone, but for whut??? I can't even have what I want anymore, as if anybody cares. I might have been known as friendly-bla-bla, but inside, nobody knows. Nobody will ever know.
This sucks. This really sucks. I feel like I dun want to live this life anymore. Everything is weighing its back on me, I dun have the guts to live tomorrow anymore. I hate this. I hate this lot.
I just quarrelled with Ariff. And yep, it's my fault. I dono whut's my frikkin problem sometimes. Mebbe I'm too slefish over something that I wanted. Mebbe I shud consider the element 0f being considerate into my life...What an airhead I am. I shud go jump into Mordor.
And plus, I have friends who dun really care about me. OMG, people might say I'm so so pathetic, but the truth is, well, I am. It's not like they hate me or something, its just that I felt left behind sometimes. Hurm...I dono. I dono about anything in this life anymore.
I feel like all this while, I've been trying to satisfy everyone, but for whut??? I can't even have what I want anymore, as if anybody cares. I might have been known as friendly-bla-bla, but inside, nobody knows. Nobody will ever know.
*sleepy head*
Music of the moment : Get Free - The Vines
Gosh, it's just 1 pm now but I felt like it's oredi 4pm.....Mebbe because I started my day early....
I got class at 8 today, Economics to be exact., And as usual, I think you guys can tell by now, I slept. Oh gosh....O_O But feels good tho sleeping, because if I sleep at home, no aircond mahh.....Huhuhuhu...but my class ended early because the lecturer pitied us (practically everybody slept...^_^') by 30 minutes, so we decided to grab ourselves some breakfast before Physics Lab.
My breakfast today (wahh...long time no eat breakfast) was very nice actually. I ate two half-cooked eggs (OMG IT'S GOOEY! I LOVE GOOEY EGGS! ^_^V), one sausage, and toasts. NICE. And a cup of hot milo. NICE NICE! ME IS THE LIKETH!
After that, we still have 40 minutes to kill, so we went to CLC concourse because Adelaine wanted to register for aerobics. But unfortunately the booth haven't actually opened yet, so we kinda fooled ourselves in the CLC just now. There was this CNYE thingy happening, and I saw Justin taking care the booth for herbal eggs. Adelaine bought me those egss!! NICE @_@
Me : Hey Kenneth, it's nice! I LIKE IT!!! It tastes like chicken!
Kenneth : Wahlau weh, its chicken eggs laaa!!! What la u...
AFter that. we went to Fosee for the Physics LAb. We got Ms Goh again, this time for this subject. Nice. I like her, altho I didn't really absorb wahat was she yammering about just now. And then I ended up copying answers from Melvin and Nelson for the exercises. DOMO SUMIMASEN!!! Huhuhuhu....(>_<)
So she let us off early by one hour and now here I am, back in my house, typing my entry for today. After this, I shall go and pray and sleep!!! ZzzZZZzzzzz
Gosh, it's just 1 pm now but I felt like it's oredi 4pm.....Mebbe because I started my day early....
I got class at 8 today, Economics to be exact., And as usual, I think you guys can tell by now, I slept. Oh gosh....O_O But feels good tho sleeping, because if I sleep at home, no aircond mahh.....Huhuhuhu...but my class ended early because the lecturer pitied us (practically everybody slept...^_^') by 30 minutes, so we decided to grab ourselves some breakfast before Physics Lab.
My breakfast today (wahh...long time no eat breakfast) was very nice actually. I ate two half-cooked eggs (OMG IT'S GOOEY! I LOVE GOOEY EGGS! ^_^V), one sausage, and toasts. NICE. And a cup of hot milo. NICE NICE! ME IS THE LIKETH!
After that, we still have 40 minutes to kill, so we went to CLC concourse because Adelaine wanted to register for aerobics. But unfortunately the booth haven't actually opened yet, so we kinda fooled ourselves in the CLC just now. There was this CNYE thingy happening, and I saw Justin taking care the booth for herbal eggs. Adelaine bought me those egss!! NICE @_@
Me : Hey Kenneth, it's nice! I LIKE IT!!! It tastes like chicken!
Kenneth : Wahlau weh, its chicken eggs laaa!!! What la u...
AFter that. we went to Fosee for the Physics LAb. We got Ms Goh again, this time for this subject. Nice. I like her, altho I didn't really absorb wahat was she yammering about just now. And then I ended up copying answers from Melvin and Nelson for the exercises. DOMO SUMIMASEN!!! Huhuhuhu....(>_<)
So she let us off early by one hour and now here I am, back in my house, typing my entry for today. After this, I shall go and pray and sleep!!! ZzzZZZzzzzz
Monday, December 29, 2003
the usual monday rant
Music of the moment : I Want To Save You - Something Corporate
Dengan ini, saya dengan segala bangganya merepot apa yg telah jadi pada hari ni....
I woke up at 730, class was at nine...my room mate's so damn kewl, she got class at 8, and yet she could wake up at 740. Haih~ I wish I can be more like her....
My wardrobe was being cruel to me later after I got out from bathroom. I found out that I have nothing to wear. SERIOUSLY (>_<)...Waaaa.a.aa.a.aaa...rase cam nak nangis jer pagi tadik...huhu...but luckily I managed to korek2...and I found my Gap shirt and a pair of khakis...Ahh....bantai jer la...As if I give a damn about whut I wear...as long as I wear SOMETHING, that counts...miahaha..~~ ^_^V
So, I went to class, sat down, and listened to the lecture. Urgh...IT Maths 2...sungguh tak beh. Tapi takpe, abaikan perasaan mengantuk and just get through the whole one hour ordeal. Unfortunately, this lecturer decided to make my life uglier than it has oredi been. She called us "dull". CAN U BELIEVE THAT? WELL, I CAN'T! Urgh...is this what I'm gonna get for the rest of the trimester? I might as well curl up and DIE. >_< She has certainly no right to call us dull, especially after we got up DAMN early to even BE in her class, so she shud be thankful for that. *so unnapreciative* Besides, who's she's calling dull again? I mean, take a look at her and there's onli one word in my head :DULL, with the capital D. Urgh. IT maths is making my life miserable. URGGHHHHH! What's her frikkin problem? She just got dumped by her bf ker???
Anyways, went to PS with Adelaine and had this UBERLY early lunch (my god...at TEN!!). And then we bumped into Melvin + Kenneth + Chin Huat and they kinda talked all the way about RO. Wahahaha...sungguh tidak memahami o__O Orrooo????
After that, we have Physics tutorial and OMG, she's not even mad because apparently, my classmates and me are lazy, lazy people, and we decided to make ourselves busy during the weekends and ended up NOT doing her toturials....Sekor2 mengcopy answers jer tadik...nyiahahahaa....^__^'' Biase la tuh, kije bebudak yg pemalas...miehehehe...Plus we were kinda distracted becoz there's this CNY thingy going on at the CLC concourse and it was really noisy! I SO WANT TO JOIN THE CROWD, but sadly, I have class...T__T
Then, one hour gap, I went home. Hohohoh...chatted with Pecal and Ariff a lil bit. Hohoho...discovered that Pecal actually knows Chapan, and that's...weird. I dunno, suddenly everything becomes so...berkait. Like, Pecal knows Chapan, who is actually my teacher's son, and who's also a fren of mine, and Pecal is actually the bf of my best fren...Come again??? O__O
Neways, after that, I dashed to Fosee for my next class, the ever-so-confusing Economics. Huhuhu....this is certainly not my day eh? The lecturer somehow, out of 24 students, decided to call MY name up, and decided to torture me.
Mdm Arifah : Izyan Suhaila? Is she here?
Me : *angkat tangan* I'm here...
Mdm Arifah : Oh goodie, then mebbe you can show us the production possibilities table on the board and explain it to the whole class?
Me : Um...are you sure? Because I'm not sure...
Mdm Arifah : Um, nevermind if you're wrong. We're all here to learn rite? So please Izyan, show us...
So there I was, feeling very hesitant, walked up to the whiteboard and scribbled something which I also don't know whut on the board.
Me : So, uh, I'm not sure how this *pointing on the board* happened *class laughed* but I assure you, there is a very logical explaination behind it which I will try to, um, explain.
So yeah, I crapped. But the lecturer said that I had been right! So a plus point for me! Now at least, I gained SOMETHING from her classes. ^__^'
So next up wast IT Maths again...huhuhuhuh....AGAIN! This time being, she decided to kick somebody out of the class because that guy talked on the phone. Yes, it's rude to do that, but she didn't exactly set us the rules on handphones. Hantu betoi lecturer....hantu gilaa...But behind all that madness that she potrayed, she cancelled the class for tmrw's nite because everybody seems to be going back to their hometown. Not me though...Alor Setar jauh...waaaa..a.a.a.a...T__T
Then, another one hour gap (I hate one hour gap!! Arggghhhh!!!!) and I went to PS to buy some sweets. Huhuhu....I slept just now in IT Maths (heyy....not me alone k?? Chin Huat also slept k???) and I dun want that to happen in English. Huhu...So I went to class UBERLY EXTRA EARLY and when I got out from the lift.,..I saw this one familiar figure eating roti....ceit..makan berjalan tuh...Andrew Andrew.....when will you ever change?
Anywayz, waited there with Adelaine, and then class started. HUHUHU. *kepenatan tahap cipannn*. Anywayz, class was usual and there was nothing exciting. CHOTTO MATTE KUDASAI!! We gave our names for drama, and we've chosen the story "Lamb To The Slaughter" (Kenneth : OI!!! Lamb chop!!!!). So that means the main character will be a female, which leaves only two, me and Adelaine. And I dun have a very nice feeling about this, but they've talked about getting me to play the main character. HUHUHUHU!!!! MATTE!!! I'm not good innit!!! OHH TIDAKKK!!!!!! WAAAAAA!!!!!
After that, had dinner with Yana. SUPER NICE NASI LEMAK!! YUMMY!!! *kenyang perutkuuu~~~ And Yana gave me this The Two Towers Extended Version vcd to watch...Huih, that shall keep me busy for the next few days...miehehe..sori yek arep...I tgk dulu..
So, I shall go, and watch TTT...miehehe! Ja minna!!!
Dengan ini, saya dengan segala bangganya merepot apa yg telah jadi pada hari ni....
I woke up at 730, class was at nine...my room mate's so damn kewl, she got class at 8, and yet she could wake up at 740. Haih~ I wish I can be more like her....
My wardrobe was being cruel to me later after I got out from bathroom. I found out that I have nothing to wear. SERIOUSLY (>_<)...Waaaa.a.aa.a.aaa...rase cam nak nangis jer pagi tadik...huhu...but luckily I managed to korek2...and I found my Gap shirt and a pair of khakis...Ahh....bantai jer la...As if I give a damn about whut I wear...as long as I wear SOMETHING, that counts...miahaha..~~ ^_^V
So, I went to class, sat down, and listened to the lecture. Urgh...IT Maths 2...sungguh tak beh. Tapi takpe, abaikan perasaan mengantuk and just get through the whole one hour ordeal. Unfortunately, this lecturer decided to make my life uglier than it has oredi been. She called us "dull". CAN U BELIEVE THAT? WELL, I CAN'T! Urgh...is this what I'm gonna get for the rest of the trimester? I might as well curl up and DIE. >_< She has certainly no right to call us dull, especially after we got up DAMN early to even BE in her class, so she shud be thankful for that. *so unnapreciative* Besides, who's she's calling dull again? I mean, take a look at her and there's onli one word in my head :DULL, with the capital D. Urgh. IT maths is making my life miserable. URGGHHHHH! What's her frikkin problem? She just got dumped by her bf ker???
Anyways, went to PS with Adelaine and had this UBERLY early lunch (my god...at TEN!!). And then we bumped into Melvin + Kenneth + Chin Huat and they kinda talked all the way about RO. Wahahaha...sungguh tidak memahami o__O Orrooo????
After that, we have Physics tutorial and OMG, she's not even mad because apparently, my classmates and me are lazy, lazy people, and we decided to make ourselves busy during the weekends and ended up NOT doing her toturials....Sekor2 mengcopy answers jer tadik...nyiahahahaa....^__^'' Biase la tuh, kije bebudak yg pemalas...miehehehe...Plus we were kinda distracted becoz there's this CNY thingy going on at the CLC concourse and it was really noisy! I SO WANT TO JOIN THE CROWD, but sadly, I have class...T__T
Then, one hour gap, I went home. Hohohoh...chatted with Pecal and Ariff a lil bit. Hohoho...discovered that Pecal actually knows Chapan, and that's...weird. I dunno, suddenly everything becomes so...berkait. Like, Pecal knows Chapan, who is actually my teacher's son, and who's also a fren of mine, and Pecal is actually the bf of my best fren...Come again??? O__O
Neways, after that, I dashed to Fosee for my next class, the ever-so-confusing Economics. Huhuhu....this is certainly not my day eh? The lecturer somehow, out of 24 students, decided to call MY name up, and decided to torture me.
Mdm Arifah : Izyan Suhaila? Is she here?
Me : *angkat tangan* I'm here...
Mdm Arifah : Oh goodie, then mebbe you can show us the production possibilities table on the board and explain it to the whole class?
Me : Um...are you sure? Because I'm not sure...
Mdm Arifah : Um, nevermind if you're wrong. We're all here to learn rite? So please Izyan, show us...
So there I was, feeling very hesitant, walked up to the whiteboard and scribbled something which I also don't know whut on the board.
Me : So, uh, I'm not sure how this *pointing on the board* happened *class laughed* but I assure you, there is a very logical explaination behind it which I will try to, um, explain.
So yeah, I crapped. But the lecturer said that I had been right! So a plus point for me! Now at least, I gained SOMETHING from her classes. ^__^'
So next up wast IT Maths again...huhuhuhuh....AGAIN! This time being, she decided to kick somebody out of the class because that guy talked on the phone. Yes, it's rude to do that, but she didn't exactly set us the rules on handphones. Hantu betoi lecturer....hantu gilaa...But behind all that madness that she potrayed, she cancelled the class for tmrw's nite because everybody seems to be going back to their hometown. Not me though...Alor Setar jauh...waaaa..a.a.a.a...T__T
Then, another one hour gap (I hate one hour gap!! Arggghhhh!!!!) and I went to PS to buy some sweets. Huhuhu....I slept just now in IT Maths (heyy....not me alone k?? Chin Huat also slept k???) and I dun want that to happen in English. Huhu...So I went to class UBERLY EXTRA EARLY and when I got out from the lift.,..I saw this one familiar figure eating roti....ceit..makan berjalan tuh...Andrew Andrew.....when will you ever change?
Anywayz, waited there with Adelaine, and then class started. HUHUHU. *kepenatan tahap cipannn*. Anywayz, class was usual and there was nothing exciting. CHOTTO MATTE KUDASAI!! We gave our names for drama, and we've chosen the story "Lamb To The Slaughter" (Kenneth : OI!!! Lamb chop!!!!). So that means the main character will be a female, which leaves only two, me and Adelaine. And I dun have a very nice feeling about this, but they've talked about getting me to play the main character. HUHUHUHU!!!! MATTE!!! I'm not good innit!!! OHH TIDAKKK!!!!!! WAAAAAA!!!!!
After that, had dinner with Yana. SUPER NICE NASI LEMAK!! YUMMY!!! *kenyang perutkuuu~~~ And Yana gave me this The Two Towers Extended Version vcd to watch...Huih, that shall keep me busy for the next few days...miehehe..sori yek arep...I tgk dulu..
So, I shall go, and watch TTT...miehehe! Ja minna!!!
Sunday, December 28, 2003
let me be the one who wipe ur tears
Music of the moment : Will You Wait For Me ? - Kavana
This is bitch. I still can't connect to ICQ, ans my sister seems to be having the same problem. I think there's something REALLY wrong with the server. Urgh, I hate the feeling of not being connected. This sucks. This really sucks.
Neways, I read Dal's blog just now. And she put this really *amazing* article about love and life, and I can't believe, but I even shed a tear. *shucks* Let me rephrase some of it. *sori yek Dal, curik skit article tuh* ^_^V
A great love? It's when you shed tears and still you care for him, it's when he ignores you and still you long for him. It's when he begins to love another and yet you still smile and say I'm happy for you. If love fails, set yourself free, let your heart spread its wings and fly again. Remember you may find love and lose it, but when love dies, you NEVER have to die with it. The strongest people are NOT those who always win but those who stand back up when they fall.
Best to wait for the one you love than one who is around. Best to wait for the right one because life is too short to waste on just someone. Sometimes the one you love turns out to be the one who hurts you the most, and sometimes the friend who takes you into his arms and cries when you cry turns out to be the love you never knew you wanted. Laugh to your heart's content; you cannot go through life without it.
On falling out of love, take some time to heal and then get back on the horse. But don't ever make the same mistake of riding the same one that threw you the first time. To love is to risk rejection; to live is to risk dying, to hope is to risk failure. But risk must be taken because the greatest hazard in life is risking nothing! To reach for another is to risk involvement, to expose your feelings is to expose true self; to love is to risk not to be loved in return.<--oh boy, I sure know this one...
The best kind of friend is the kind you can sit on a porch and swing with, never say a word, and then walk away feeling like it was the best conversation you've every had.
.:: For the full article (in case you want to cry like I did), click here.
This is bitch. I still can't connect to ICQ, ans my sister seems to be having the same problem. I think there's something REALLY wrong with the server. Urgh, I hate the feeling of not being connected. This sucks. This really sucks.
Neways, I read Dal's blog just now. And she put this really *amazing* article about love and life, and I can't believe, but I even shed a tear. *shucks* Let me rephrase some of it. *sori yek Dal, curik skit article tuh* ^_^V
A great love? It's when you shed tears and still you care for him, it's when he ignores you and still you long for him. It's when he begins to love another and yet you still smile and say I'm happy for you. If love fails, set yourself free, let your heart spread its wings and fly again. Remember you may find love and lose it, but when love dies, you NEVER have to die with it. The strongest people are NOT those who always win but those who stand back up when they fall.
Best to wait for the one you love than one who is around. Best to wait for the right one because life is too short to waste on just someone. Sometimes the one you love turns out to be the one who hurts you the most, and sometimes the friend who takes you into his arms and cries when you cry turns out to be the love you never knew you wanted. Laugh to your heart's content; you cannot go through life without it.
On falling out of love, take some time to heal and then get back on the horse. But don't ever make the same mistake of riding the same one that threw you the first time. To love is to risk rejection; to live is to risk dying, to hope is to risk failure. But risk must be taken because the greatest hazard in life is risking nothing! To reach for another is to risk involvement, to expose your feelings is to expose true self; to love is to risk not to be loved in return.<--oh boy, I sure know this one...
The best kind of friend is the kind you can sit on a porch and swing with, never say a word, and then walk away feeling like it was the best conversation you've every had.
.:: For the full article (in case you want to cry like I did), click here.
a day out of ordinary
Music of the moment : Anticipating - Britney Spears
V V V happy song! LIKE IT! If you don't know what song is this, this is the Britney song for that Vios commercial...Ahhhh....so now you know ^_^
Day two of I-can't-seem-to-connect-to-ICQ-and-MSN. Urghhhhhh...I'm dying everyday...Usually, I don't give a rat ass about not connecting to MSN, but ICQ? Wahlau wehh...if u want to kill me pon, dun do me like this...this is mental torture dammit!
You are a.. PREP! This isn't really a subculture, just the definition of normal. You act normal. You talk normal. Hell, you look normal. You have a tendency to agree with what everyone else says, and just go with the flow. You especially look down upon people who try to be different.. psh.
The Subculture Label Quiz
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So I'm a prep eh? So that means I'm normal? *thank god I'm normal! mum, I'm normal!!* But one thing that's not true, I DON'T look down upon people who try to be different. Hey, the world is big. Be whatever you want to be. I am under no authority to control that. Bleh~
I'm hungry like hell. And it's only like, 11 in the morning. Huh~~
V V V happy song! LIKE IT! If you don't know what song is this, this is the Britney song for that Vios commercial...Ahhhh....so now you know ^_^
Day two of I-can't-seem-to-connect-to-ICQ-and-MSN. Urghhhhhh...I'm dying everyday...Usually, I don't give a rat ass about not connecting to MSN, but ICQ? Wahlau wehh...if u want to kill me pon, dun do me like this...this is mental torture dammit!
You are a.. PREP! This isn't really a subculture, just the definition of normal. You act normal. You talk normal. Hell, you look normal. You have a tendency to agree with what everyone else says, and just go with the flow. You especially look down upon people who try to be different.. psh.
The Subculture Label Quiz
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So I'm a prep eh? So that means I'm normal? *thank god I'm normal! mum, I'm normal!!* But one thing that's not true, I DON'T look down upon people who try to be different. Hey, the world is big. Be whatever you want to be. I am under no authority to control that. Bleh~
I'm hungry like hell. And it's only like, 11 in the morning. Huh~~
Saturday, December 27, 2003
its nearing monday
Music of the moment : Emotion Sickness - Silverchair (all hail to the rock Goddess, Daniel Johns!)
I love weekends. Because I can sleep and sleep until god-knows when, and when I woke up, I'll be feeling dizzy and decided to sleep again to cure that dizziness! GYAAA!!!! ^^
Neways, I read my hellish TEN short stories and decided to choose the "Lamb To The Slaughter" by Roald Dahl for the drama to be based upon. I love Roald Dahl. Such amazing stories he wrote. Well, at least, never failed to amaze me though. *___* GLOMPS.
So, tomorrow's Sunday and the day after that is Monday. Ugh. I decided to hate Mondays. Know why? Hellish lectures. THAT FRIKKIN SIX HOURS! (>_<) Waaa..aa.a.a.a...I have this IT Maths 2 lecturer that NEVER SMILES, and I don't frikkin know whut's her problem. Gosh man, do I look like some kind of a freak or something? And she has this bad, bad, bad pronounciation of some English words. ROTF. At least that cheered me up sometimes in her class. Here's an example. How do u pronounce "Generally"? Ge-ne-ral-ly rite???? U know what she said? Brace yourself for this, ok? "GENERARRY" Now now people, I don't mean to diss her, but GENERARRY? Gosh, if I didn't know any better, I tot she said January AND THAT HAS NOTHING TO DO WITH THE LESSON. MIahahahaha....And she sed we're cruel. Why can't she decide to be human some time and be done with it? Corky blimey, GENERARRY? My IT Maths lecturer in the first trimester was Miss Goh and she too has difficulties to pronounce some English words. Like "Always" is "Alway" to her. But at least she SMILES and has this UBERLY COOL style sense. AND SHE SMILES AT ME IN HALLWAYS. Now that I call, my friend, is a good lecturer.
But despite all the *weird* lecturers I got this trimester, there are few nice ones. Like my Comp App lecturer is like, way kewl. When he first entered the class, Me and Adelaine looked at each other and sed "IS HE OUR LECTURER?" because he brought HIS BACKPACK to class and that can't be right! HE BROUGHT A BACKPACK PEOPLE!!!! O___O I mix with backpack, backpackers mix with backpack, but lecturers DON'T mix with backpack. So there he was, feeling uberly nice entering the class and all, and introduced his name.
Guy-With-Backpack : So yeah, I'm your lecturer. My name's Christopher Oh Tick Hui. You may call me Chris....Bleh. Call me whatever you want.
Uberly nice eh? And he let us off *really* early during class. He let us off like, one hour early in the first class because "I don't teach during my first class. That's not my style". HE GOT STYLE PEOPLE!!!! ^_^ And last Wednesday, he ended the class early by (get this) ONE HOUR AND TWENTY MINUTES because half of the class is not there (some of them went home oredi to celebrate Christmas). SO KAKKOI! HE SHALL GET FIVE OUT FIVE IN MY ACADEMIC EVALUATION!
Darn, my ICQ + MSn still can't be used. I wonder what's wrong with the server. Damn you shitty server! I shall throw you to Mordor. Oh I will, yes I will...
I love weekends. Because I can sleep and sleep until god-knows when, and when I woke up, I'll be feeling dizzy and decided to sleep again to cure that dizziness! GYAAA!!!! ^^
Neways, I read my hellish TEN short stories and decided to choose the "Lamb To The Slaughter" by Roald Dahl for the drama to be based upon. I love Roald Dahl. Such amazing stories he wrote. Well, at least, never failed to amaze me though. *___* GLOMPS.
So, tomorrow's Sunday and the day after that is Monday. Ugh. I decided to hate Mondays. Know why? Hellish lectures. THAT FRIKKIN SIX HOURS! (>_<) Waaa..aa.a.a.a...I have this IT Maths 2 lecturer that NEVER SMILES, and I don't frikkin know whut's her problem. Gosh man, do I look like some kind of a freak or something? And she has this bad, bad, bad pronounciation of some English words. ROTF. At least that cheered me up sometimes in her class. Here's an example. How do u pronounce "Generally"? Ge-ne-ral-ly rite???? U know what she said? Brace yourself for this, ok? "GENERARRY" Now now people, I don't mean to diss her, but GENERARRY? Gosh, if I didn't know any better, I tot she said January AND THAT HAS NOTHING TO DO WITH THE LESSON. MIahahahaha....And she sed we're cruel. Why can't she decide to be human some time and be done with it? Corky blimey, GENERARRY? My IT Maths lecturer in the first trimester was Miss Goh and she too has difficulties to pronounce some English words. Like "Always" is "Alway" to her. But at least she SMILES and has this UBERLY COOL style sense. AND SHE SMILES AT ME IN HALLWAYS. Now that I call, my friend, is a good lecturer.
But despite all the *weird* lecturers I got this trimester, there are few nice ones. Like my Comp App lecturer is like, way kewl. When he first entered the class, Me and Adelaine looked at each other and sed "IS HE OUR LECTURER?" because he brought HIS BACKPACK to class and that can't be right! HE BROUGHT A BACKPACK PEOPLE!!!! O___O I mix with backpack, backpackers mix with backpack, but lecturers DON'T mix with backpack. So there he was, feeling uberly nice entering the class and all, and introduced his name.
Guy-With-Backpack : So yeah, I'm your lecturer. My name's Christopher Oh Tick Hui. You may call me Chris....Bleh. Call me whatever you want.
Uberly nice eh? And he let us off *really* early during class. He let us off like, one hour early in the first class because "I don't teach during my first class. That's not my style". HE GOT STYLE PEOPLE!!!! ^_^ And last Wednesday, he ended the class early by (get this) ONE HOUR AND TWENTY MINUTES because half of the class is not there (some of them went home oredi to celebrate Christmas). SO KAKKOI! HE SHALL GET FIVE OUT FIVE IN MY ACADEMIC EVALUATION!
Darn, my ICQ + MSn still can't be used. I wonder what's wrong with the server. Damn you shitty server! I shall throw you to Mordor. Oh I will, yes I will...