Friday, December 26, 2003
2241 hours
Music of the moment : Why Worry - The All-American Rejects
I am feeling empty. No mood. NADA. NUTHING. And I'm like, whut the hell is going on with me? And I myself cannot answer that...
I'm being cranky. And grumpy. To all, esp Ariff. My gosh, what an airhead I am. So now he's gone, burning a cd. I dono, prolly he didnt want to speak to me again. Deserves me right.
I hate English short stories. They made me feel sleepy. And I ruined this day. Today of all days. Anniversary. S-t-o-o-p-i-d. Oh well, I am stupid.
Sorry Ariff. It's not PMS, if u're wondering. Ja minna.
I am feeling empty. No mood. NADA. NUTHING. And I'm like, whut the hell is going on with me? And I myself cannot answer that...
I'm being cranky. And grumpy. To all, esp Ariff. My gosh, what an airhead I am. So now he's gone, burning a cd. I dono, prolly he didnt want to speak to me again. Deserves me right.
I hate English short stories. They made me feel sleepy. And I ruined this day. Today of all days. Anniversary. S-t-o-o-p-i-d. Oh well, I am stupid.
Sorry Ariff. It's not PMS, if u're wondering. Ja minna.
happy anniversary!
Music of the moment : Playing My Game (acoustic) - Lene Marlin
It's official! Me and Ariff is 2 years!! Its 26th of December!!! Yeaaayyy! Yesterday, aprroximately at 1, I called Ariff, and had a nice long chat with him. We kinda reviewed back what had happened along the way...wow...TWO FRIKKIN YEARS. Yeah yeah, mebbe you guys think that it's not much, but I never had thought of BEING with him for this long, so this quite an accomplishment for me ^_^
I kinda read my diary back just now, and I laughed at all my insecurities that I have poured inside it. Ah...those days when I was still young...BLISS. It was nice though, reading it all back. The way I wished Ariff wud've call me up, or the way I wished he wud've told me he loves me (because I told him first! I MADE THE FIRST MOVE!), or the way I missed him...But you know whut? Im glad things happened the way it had happened, and even though I wish somethings to be changed, oh well, it couldn't be, and I just have to keep moving on with it.
I'll never lose my grip on you Ariff. HAPPY ANNIVERSARY.
p/s- "I think I love you daddy"
It's official! Me and Ariff is 2 years!! Its 26th of December!!! Yeaaayyy! Yesterday, aprroximately at 1, I called Ariff, and had a nice long chat with him. We kinda reviewed back what had happened along the way...wow...TWO FRIKKIN YEARS. Yeah yeah, mebbe you guys think that it's not much, but I never had thought of BEING with him for this long, so this quite an accomplishment for me ^_^
I kinda read my diary back just now, and I laughed at all my insecurities that I have poured inside it. Ah...those days when I was still young...BLISS. It was nice though, reading it all back. The way I wished Ariff wud've call me up, or the way I wished he wud've told me he loves me (because I told him first! I MADE THE FIRST MOVE!), or the way I missed him...But you know whut? Im glad things happened the way it had happened, and even though I wish somethings to be changed, oh well, it couldn't be, and I just have to keep moving on with it.
I'll never lose my grip on you Ariff. HAPPY ANNIVERSARY.
p/s- "I think I love you daddy"
Thursday, December 25, 2003
I'm happy and tired...
Music of the moment : Roadsigns - One Buck Short
I'M HAPPY!!! WHEEEEE~~~~ (let's rewind back the day shall we?)
I went to KL today, and boy, do I ever feel tired. *chotto, asal oreo nih skit jer krim nyer?? waaaaaa.....tak aci* Ok, ok, berbalik kepada agenda hari ni...I woke up around 6 am in the morning, went to bathroom, and got dressed. Haih, after that was done, went to Yana's house (which in case you all didn't know, is my sister, and she's living next door. DON'T ASK WHY ^^) Anywayz, we waited for Kak Izah to arrive, and then off we went to the bus station~~ *thanks Kak Farah sbb tulun antor*
Anywayz, fast forward to two hours later, we arrived in KL Pudu. Haih~ busy as always. We arrived there, Yana terus masuk line for Transnasional for our trip back home. NICE...very berfikiran-jauh, I might say. And Ariff came to pick us up! Yeay for Ariff! So whut shud I say about him eh? He looked as stunning as ever, and he looked more kawaii today! LOVE YOU DEAR! *___*
And then, we were all cramped in that Satria's of Bron (haih Bron...minyak dah mau E la wei....) and Ariff drove us off to KLCC where LOTR was waiting for us. Yeah yeah yeah...second round of LOTR....!!! OMG, there were soo many people in TGv...so long shit the line....if I were one of those ppl, surely I cry first lor~~ But we got our tickets oredi (thanks Ariff!!! Len kali perayat lagi akak TGV neh...just dun forget me ^__^v), and went straight inside. Yeah yeah yeah, FRODO KU!! *chenta chenta* Hehehe, Ariff n me laughed at all battle scenes. I was like, "Gosh dear, we shudn't laugh at that!" and he was like, "Yeah I know...hee hee!!"
After that 3 and a half hours of movie, coldness like hell, and laughter, we went to solat for a lil while. Kak Izah was knocked by this realli slefish girl while she was in the rukuk part. Kesian Kak Izah, dah la kecik...hyuk hyuk!! Anywayz, after that we went to search for a place to eat our dinner, eh dinner plaks, lunch! *Ehehe, sori yek pembace2 sume, otak weng skit* The food courts there were all full, so we ended up eating ath KFC. Whatever lah, I dun care anymore, as long as I get to eat. Hehehe, I ate this UBERLY nice Cheezy Wedges. Not that I haven't eaten that before, but just now it tasted so damn nice!!! SUKI SUKI SUKI!
After that, we kinda departed apart from each other. Yana was with Kak Izah, and me was with Ariff. We just kinda did nothing actually, just browsed around, jenjalan and stuff. I was weird, because I wasn't in my shopping mood! Am I crazy O_O? For those who know me, surely you think me NOT shopping is weird. Ho ho ho, mebbe because there were a tad TOO many people just now in KLCC, and Ariff was a lil bit dizzy +_+ Sori Ariff, kesian kat u...I didn't mean to torture you like that. But in the midst of dizziness he was having, he managed to get me something for my birthday and that was super sweet of him. Really. I feel like I want to cry now....T__T
Anywayz, after that, at five, we went back to the car to catch a bus back to Melaka (ala...dah nak balik) and in the car just now, Ariff gave me this CD he burnt just for me. It's kinda a collection of songs that he likes and I like as well. THAT CD HAS ANA'S SONG INNIT! XDDDDDDDDDDD I LOVE IT DEAR *and I'm now listening to it. You were right, One Buck Short IS NICE! I love That Day!!* Thanks Ariff, I owe you one. *glomps at the cd...* I'll always listen to it. THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU! That's sweet of you...
So fast forward to two hours later, I arrived in Melaka, and Im now typing my UBERLY long blog. Hee hee. To Yana, Kak Izah, and Ariff, thanks for a great day! LOVE YOU GUYS!
p/s - In case you're wondering, I went to KL because of my anniversary with Ariff. We're 2 years!!! MY GOSH!!!!!! ^_^ I'm in love with him even more!
I'M HAPPY!!! WHEEEEE~~~~ (let's rewind back the day shall we?)
I went to KL today, and boy, do I ever feel tired. *chotto, asal oreo nih skit jer krim nyer?? waaaaaa.....tak aci* Ok, ok, berbalik kepada agenda hari ni...I woke up around 6 am in the morning, went to bathroom, and got dressed. Haih, after that was done, went to Yana's house (which in case you all didn't know, is my sister, and she's living next door. DON'T ASK WHY ^^) Anywayz, we waited for Kak Izah to arrive, and then off we went to the bus station~~ *thanks Kak Farah sbb tulun antor*
Anywayz, fast forward to two hours later, we arrived in KL Pudu. Haih~ busy as always. We arrived there, Yana terus masuk line for Transnasional for our trip back home. NICE...very berfikiran-jauh, I might say. And Ariff came to pick us up! Yeay for Ariff! So whut shud I say about him eh? He looked as stunning as ever, and he looked more kawaii today! LOVE YOU DEAR! *___*
And then, we were all cramped in that Satria's of Bron (haih Bron...minyak dah mau E la wei....) and Ariff drove us off to KLCC where LOTR was waiting for us. Yeah yeah yeah...second round of LOTR....!!! OMG, there were soo many people in TGv...so long shit the line....if I were one of those ppl, surely I cry first lor~~ But we got our tickets oredi (thanks Ariff!!! Len kali perayat lagi akak TGV neh...just dun forget me ^__^v), and went straight inside. Yeah yeah yeah, FRODO KU!! *chenta chenta* Hehehe, Ariff n me laughed at all battle scenes. I was like, "Gosh dear, we shudn't laugh at that!" and he was like, "Yeah I know...hee hee!!"
After that 3 and a half hours of movie, coldness like hell, and laughter, we went to solat for a lil while. Kak Izah was knocked by this realli slefish girl while she was in the rukuk part. Kesian Kak Izah, dah la kecik...hyuk hyuk!! Anywayz, after that we went to search for a place to eat our dinner, eh dinner plaks, lunch! *Ehehe, sori yek pembace2 sume, otak weng skit* The food courts there were all full, so we ended up eating ath KFC. Whatever lah, I dun care anymore, as long as I get to eat. Hehehe, I ate this UBERLY nice Cheezy Wedges. Not that I haven't eaten that before, but just now it tasted so damn nice!!! SUKI SUKI SUKI!
After that, we kinda departed apart from each other. Yana was with Kak Izah, and me was with Ariff. We just kinda did nothing actually, just browsed around, jenjalan and stuff. I was weird, because I wasn't in my shopping mood! Am I crazy O_O? For those who know me, surely you think me NOT shopping is weird. Ho ho ho, mebbe because there were a tad TOO many people just now in KLCC, and Ariff was a lil bit dizzy +_+ Sori Ariff, kesian kat u...I didn't mean to torture you like that. But in the midst of dizziness he was having, he managed to get me something for my birthday and that was super sweet of him. Really. I feel like I want to cry now....T__T
Anywayz, after that, at five, we went back to the car to catch a bus back to Melaka (ala...dah nak balik) and in the car just now, Ariff gave me this CD he burnt just for me. It's kinda a collection of songs that he likes and I like as well. THAT CD HAS ANA'S SONG INNIT! XDDDDDDDDDDD I LOVE IT DEAR *and I'm now listening to it. You were right, One Buck Short IS NICE! I love That Day!!* Thanks Ariff, I owe you one. *glomps at the cd...* I'll always listen to it. THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU! That's sweet of you...
So fast forward to two hours later, I arrived in Melaka, and Im now typing my UBERLY long blog. Hee hee. To Yana, Kak Izah, and Ariff, thanks for a great day! LOVE YOU GUYS!
p/s - In case you're wondering, I went to KL because of my anniversary with Ariff. We're 2 years!!! MY GOSH!!!!!! ^_^ I'm in love with him even more!
Wednesday, December 24, 2003
hear ye hear ye!
Music of the moment : Yellow - Coldplay
Yesterday's was Kenneth's and Adelaine's b-day bash, and I GOT THE PIC! Hehehehe....here is Kenneth...
Mind you that Kenneth is the one that is smiling in that picture, not the red tshirt guy. The red tshirt guy is "im-so-kewl" Juean. Huh...tah hape. I wish I can delete Juean's picture in this realli nice picture of Kenneth, but sadly, I dun want to ruin it also, so nvrmind la.
Happy belated birthday Kenneth! or shud I say Kian Hong? Miehehehehe....
Yesterday's was Kenneth's and Adelaine's b-day bash, and I GOT THE PIC! Hehehehe....here is Kenneth...
Mind you that Kenneth is the one that is smiling in that picture, not the red tshirt guy. The red tshirt guy is "im-so-kewl" Juean. Huh...tah hape. I wish I can delete Juean's picture in this realli nice picture of Kenneth, but sadly, I dun want to ruin it also, so nvrmind la.
Happy belated birthday Kenneth! or shud I say Kian Hong? Miehehehehe....
three things...
Music of the moment : Winter Wish - Love Hina Christmas (kewl song!)
Something I got from here. NICE ;-)
THREE THINGS THAT SCARE ME :
1. RATS O__O
2. Snakes.
3. Horror film.
THREE THINGS THAT I DON'T UNDERSTAND :
1. Physics, oh boy, do I ever...
2. Why people like me
3. People who are scared of cats. NEKO ARE CUTE PEOPLE!
THREE THINGS THAT I'D LIKE TO LEARN :
1. How to make a nice layout
2. Guitar...
3. Japanese language, so I can speak to HYDE! GYAAAA!!!! *__*
THREE THINGS THAT I AM WEARING RITE NOW :
1. My uberly comfortable white tank top
2. My uberly nice jeans
3. My uberly nice-hidden undergarments...nyiahahaha
THREE THINGS ON MY DESK :
1. A can of Coke
2. My cellphone
3. My digital camera
THREE THINGS I WANT TO DO BEFORE I DIE :
1. Have bungee-jumped
2. Have a nice beach house, or at least, lived in one
3. Get married ^_^
THREE WAYS TO DESCRIBE MY PERSONALITY :
1. Weird. Very weird
2. Spontanieous
3. Urm....friendly?
THREE BAD THINGS ABOUT MY PERSONALITY :
1. I cry every three days
2. I am extremely pessimistic
3. I am a very, very, very boring person. REALLY.
THREE PARTS OF YOUR HERITAGE :
1. Malay
2. A bit of Jawa skit kot...ntah.
3. I don't frikkin know maaannn, ask me mum >__<
THREE THINGS I LIKE ABOUT MY BODY :
1. Some say I have very nice legs ^^
2. My eyes
3. My fingers, even tho they looked a lil bit long, but hey, I fancy them very much!
THREE THINGS I DON'T LIKE ABOUT MY BODY :
1. My hair. Urgh. Don't lemme start.
2. My toes. Sometimes they're blue...o_O
3. My collar bone, it freaks me out sometimes.
THREE THINGS PEOPLE DON'T KNOW ABOUT YOU :
1. I was once a very depressed person.
2. I am a fanatic for Aaron Carter (yeah yeah...laugh all you want. As if I care)
3. I dun practice self-starvation...miehehhehe
THREE THINGS I SAY THE MOST :
1. "Ye ker????"
2. OH MY FRIKKIN GOD O__O
3. zzZZZzzzzzz
THREE PLACES YOU WANT TO GO :
1. The Carribean
2. New Zealand
3. MY HOME!!!! I MISS HOME!!!! MOMMMY!!!
THREE NAMES THAT YOU GO BY :
1. Izyan
2. Ella
3. Izzy
THREE SCREEN NAMES THAT YOU HAVE (OR HAD) :
1. izyan
2. whitelily
3. soul-sound
Something I got from here. NICE ;-)
THREE THINGS THAT SCARE ME :
1. RATS O__O
2. Snakes.
3. Horror film.
THREE THINGS THAT I DON'T UNDERSTAND :
1. Physics, oh boy, do I ever...
2. Why people like me
3. People who are scared of cats. NEKO ARE CUTE PEOPLE!
THREE THINGS THAT I'D LIKE TO LEARN :
1. How to make a nice layout
2. Guitar...
3. Japanese language, so I can speak to HYDE! GYAAAA!!!! *__*
THREE THINGS THAT I AM WEARING RITE NOW :
1. My uberly comfortable white tank top
2. My uberly nice jeans
3. My uberly nice-hidden undergarments...nyiahahaha
THREE THINGS ON MY DESK :
1. A can of Coke
2. My cellphone
3. My digital camera
THREE THINGS I WANT TO DO BEFORE I DIE :
1. Have bungee-jumped
2. Have a nice beach house, or at least, lived in one
3. Get married ^_^
THREE WAYS TO DESCRIBE MY PERSONALITY :
1. Weird. Very weird
2. Spontanieous
3. Urm....friendly?
THREE BAD THINGS ABOUT MY PERSONALITY :
1. I cry every three days
2. I am extremely pessimistic
3. I am a very, very, very boring person. REALLY.
THREE PARTS OF YOUR HERITAGE :
1. Malay
2. A bit of Jawa skit kot...ntah.
3. I don't frikkin know maaannn, ask me mum >__<
THREE THINGS I LIKE ABOUT MY BODY :
1. Some say I have very nice legs ^^
2. My eyes
3. My fingers, even tho they looked a lil bit long, but hey, I fancy them very much!
THREE THINGS I DON'T LIKE ABOUT MY BODY :
1. My hair. Urgh. Don't lemme start.
2. My toes. Sometimes they're blue...o_O
3. My collar bone, it freaks me out sometimes.
THREE THINGS PEOPLE DON'T KNOW ABOUT YOU :
1. I was once a very depressed person.
2. I am a fanatic for Aaron Carter (yeah yeah...laugh all you want. As if I care)
3. I dun practice self-starvation...miehehhehe
THREE THINGS I SAY THE MOST :
1. "Ye ker????"
2. OH MY FRIKKIN GOD O__O
3. zzZZZzzzzzz
THREE PLACES YOU WANT TO GO :
1. The Carribean
2. New Zealand
3. MY HOME!!!! I MISS HOME!!!! MOMMMY!!!
THREE NAMES THAT YOU GO BY :
1. Izyan
2. Ella
3. Izzy
THREE SCREEN NAMES THAT YOU HAVE (OR HAD) :
1. izyan
2. whitelily
3. soul-sound
ohayo!
Music of the moment : Say You Do - Ultra
Rite now according to my computer clock, its 1115 hrs Malaysia time, and I'm hyper like hell!! I wonder why....
Last nite I went to this Raya celebration thingy at Main Hall. NICE ^_^ I had to wear this baju raya of mine, and this uberly death-defying heels, but I looked good! Hahaha...well, at least I think I looked good, but those of you who've seen me last nite and prolly thinks I looked bad, so yeah, I HATE YOU! Wahahahahahah.....*__*
Actually, I had a nice time last nite. I won something, btw! Well, technically it's not my prize, but Kak Izah asked, oh wait, cross that, BEGGED me to go in front to the stage coz she's so frikkin shy! So yeah, I was the one who got up, went to the stage and got the prize. Haih...the things I do for ppl that I love...^__^
Anywayz, tmrw I'm gonna go Kl, to catch LOTR again with Ariff! YEAYYYYY *______*V And just now I went to campus, and saw this REALLY familiar figure, and I figured, HEY, THATS ANDREW! Wahahahaha...long time no see him one. He got celebrate Christmas or not aa??? Eh...for sure la kan, he's a Christian....miehehehe ^^
~We wish you a Merry Christmas, We wish you a Merry Christamas, We wish you a Merry Christmas, and a Happy New Year~
Rite now according to my computer clock, its 1115 hrs Malaysia time, and I'm hyper like hell!! I wonder why....
Last nite I went to this Raya celebration thingy at Main Hall. NICE ^_^ I had to wear this baju raya of mine, and this uberly death-defying heels, but I looked good! Hahaha...well, at least I think I looked good, but those of you who've seen me last nite and prolly thinks I looked bad, so yeah, I HATE YOU! Wahahahahahah.....*__*
Actually, I had a nice time last nite. I won something, btw! Well, technically it's not my prize, but Kak Izah asked, oh wait, cross that, BEGGED me to go in front to the stage coz she's so frikkin shy! So yeah, I was the one who got up, went to the stage and got the prize. Haih...the things I do for ppl that I love...^__^
Anywayz, tmrw I'm gonna go Kl, to catch LOTR again with Ariff! YEAYYYYY *______*V And just now I went to campus, and saw this REALLY familiar figure, and I figured, HEY, THATS ANDREW! Wahahahaha...long time no see him one. He got celebrate Christmas or not aa??? Eh...for sure la kan, he's a Christian....miehehehe ^^
~We wish you a Merry Christmas, We wish you a Merry Christamas, We wish you a Merry Christmas, and a Happy New Year~
Tuesday, December 23, 2003
some things will never change...
Music of the moment : Another Day - Lene Marlin (again)
Have you ever heard of the caption "Distance made the heart grew fonder" before in ur life?
Well, I believe in that, well, used to, but now, at this particular moment, no. But I wanted, so badly, to hold that principle in my brain, to have a big grasp of it, but I seem to fail in my attempt to do so. It's weird you know....coz I need to believe innit, yet I can't.
I hate distances. Really. especially those that sets me apart from my loved ones, such as my family, and Ariff. I hate myself sometimes for not being there, to observe every triumph, or failures. And I hate being the last person to know about my loved ones' agenda...but that is what's happening into my life rite now, and I might as well have to face it with every amount of bravery I have because people move on every moment of their lives, including those who are dear to you.
Like, this evening for example. I hate not being there with Ariff, seeing LOTR (altho I've seen it, but thats not the point here), because he's seeing it alone. I'm sure he doesn't really like that, as everybody loves companionship rite? But there he was, alone. Somehow this made me wonder why I kept on going with this relationship at all. Why I bear all this distances to keep this going? Why in the first place I got involved into this matter? Why am I spending tonnes of money, to call, to sms, just to say hi? Why am I doing all this while I know I never been there for Ariff, and that hurts a lot? WHY???? But then, suddenly it all came to me, like a big shock sent rite into my head that screams three words:
"I LOVE HIM"
And I really do. He's everything that I live for. I'm a sucker for him. Call me crazy, or ridiculous, but I can see myself in the future with him. It's just...sucked with the distances element barging in. I hate myslef sometimes for not being with him at the point I wanted most altho he sed he's alright, and I hate it sometimes when he didn't see me cry over some stupit reasons. It's just these little things that made me wonder why the hell I'm in this. Why I kept on going. Why I'm still with him. I guess love do have great powers eh? It made me believe in everything that I thought I wudn't, and it changed me. In every single way that is possible. And I thank god for that.
Oyasumanasai, minna-san.
Have you ever heard of the caption "Distance made the heart grew fonder" before in ur life?
Well, I believe in that, well, used to, but now, at this particular moment, no. But I wanted, so badly, to hold that principle in my brain, to have a big grasp of it, but I seem to fail in my attempt to do so. It's weird you know....coz I need to believe innit, yet I can't.
I hate distances. Really. especially those that sets me apart from my loved ones, such as my family, and Ariff. I hate myself sometimes for not being there, to observe every triumph, or failures. And I hate being the last person to know about my loved ones' agenda...but that is what's happening into my life rite now, and I might as well have to face it with every amount of bravery I have because people move on every moment of their lives, including those who are dear to you.
Like, this evening for example. I hate not being there with Ariff, seeing LOTR (altho I've seen it, but thats not the point here), because he's seeing it alone. I'm sure he doesn't really like that, as everybody loves companionship rite? But there he was, alone. Somehow this made me wonder why I kept on going with this relationship at all. Why I bear all this distances to keep this going? Why in the first place I got involved into this matter? Why am I spending tonnes of money, to call, to sms, just to say hi? Why am I doing all this while I know I never been there for Ariff, and that hurts a lot? WHY???? But then, suddenly it all came to me, like a big shock sent rite into my head that screams three words:
"I LOVE HIM"
And I really do. He's everything that I live for. I'm a sucker for him. Call me crazy, or ridiculous, but I can see myself in the future with him. It's just...sucked with the distances element barging in. I hate myslef sometimes for not being with him at the point I wanted most altho he sed he's alright, and I hate it sometimes when he didn't see me cry over some stupit reasons. It's just these little things that made me wonder why the hell I'm in this. Why I kept on going. Why I'm still with him. I guess love do have great powers eh? It made me believe in everything that I thought I wudn't, and it changed me. In every single way that is possible. And I thank god for that.
Oyasumanasai, minna-san.
Monday, December 22, 2003
i hate mondays. ever.
Music of the moment : Innocent Eyes - Delta Goodrem
I am so frikkin tired. I hate Mondays. Today especially. I HAD SIX HOURS OF CLASS, FOR GOD'S SAKE, so screw me if I talk nonsense. It's not my fault anywayz, everybody in my group were as tired like me.
To start off today, I woke up at 7 something, but I dozed off again to dreamland...and I woke up again at 730. Huhuhu....I bathed, got dressed in my most comfortable clothes ever (white shirts and jeans....whut else??) and had my quiet time in the morning, drinking my hot choc. Little I knew that this day sucked. LIKE HELL.
I went to class, IT Maths, extra early just to make sure that I would not be late, coz I was sleepy, so I tend to walk up slow. Huhu....I arrived safely, and learned IT Maths. Gosh..learning Maths in the middle of when I shud sleep is not exactly my idea of a favourite activity. But the lecturer sed she can't make it on Wednesdays, so bleh, screw her, screw the subject, I dun give a damn anymore. As long as I score this subject, then everything is fine for me. So yeah, one hour was up (ew...E sat beside me....ew ew ew...) and I went to ERU to collect my exam slip.
So yeah, went to ERU, got my result slip, and there there, came my classmates. Now now, I know I'm gonna sound pretty ignorant here, but must they compare results? How kiasu can you get? I know they're all very pandai-pandai and all, but must they SHOW OFF? Urgh...that made me feel even worse. Dahla sleepy, now I'm cranky. I hate this. Why oh why I am stuck with a group of this superior students? I certainly dun belong in this group....
And after that I went to PS to have my lunch. AT TEN! So whuts that supposed to be, brunch? Huk...THIS IS ALL MY LECTURER'S FAULT. SHE TOOK OUR LUNCHTIME! So yeah, I ate this uberly HOT nasi goreng kampung (Kenneth : Aiyaaaaaa....my mee sup also very hot!!! Look look, they got put chilli like big siao lorr...like they have much money wwooooorr), and ended up crying my eyes out eating that meal. HYUK HYUK T___T
And then, physics. Oklah this class, the lecturer very enthusiastic, and I like her, so yeah, she's cool. And after that, I went home. At last. Even though it was only one hour free time. I went to the dobby to take my comforter (aiya...yg ini blom siap wwooo..sori aaa) and Uptown to buy some stuff. And later that, I chatted with this Izyan from Singapore. She's UBERLY cool!!!! A big shoutout to her!!! HIIIIIIIIIII ^__^
And then at one, oh god, economics. I am so sorry to say this, but I seriously dun understand what happened just now in class. My mind was a big blur to me, and all I know was Madam Arifah yammering away about PPF and whatsoever-I-dun-know-much-less-I-care. I know I slept like, two minutes innit because I was SO SO SO tired. I got up after that, discovered everybody was yawning away and Justin and Kenneth slept like babies. NICE.
And then, no gap, off we go to IT Maths. My god, I seriously feel like I wanted to faint when I entered this class. I felt so sleepy, tired and hungry at this time. And when I saw the lectuere's face (she was the one who took our lunchtime + and possible bedtime), I felt like I wanted to scream at her "THIS IS ALL YOUR FAULT! I FAILED ECONOMICS BECOZ OF YOU! EVIL!" For god's sake, she didnt even smile at us. I think she decided to keep this very fierce face that say "I'm evil, be very afraid of me". By far, this is the lecturer that I dun like most. And I did a mistake just now sitting at the front with Adelaine, because according to Adelaine, she got BO. Urghhhhh...what more cud be worse? And just now she's like marah-marah, because we all didn't really pay much attention to her. HOW CAN WE? WE'RE STARVING, DANG! Sum more we were tired, sleepy (Kenneth slept again for the whole hour. Champion la..!). My gosh, it was the worst mental torture ever +_+ Hantu betoi lecturer....
After that, gap one hour, I went to the lab. Checked bulletin board and did nothing....just froze to death in the lab. Then, off to English....the last class of the day. Gosh...she is so kind, she let us off early by half an hour. SUCH AN ANGEL. Btw, in English just now we did this really exciting activity. We were divided into groups of two according to gender. Then we were given the task of listing "5 positive traits of guys" and "5 negative traits of guys".
Mo : Helooo people.....!!!!
Adelaine : Gosh, I dun even see anything POSITIVE in him, how can we list it down until FIVE?????
Anywayz, now classes were over, and I'm now here, ranting in my blog on how hellish some lecturer can be. Gosh, I hate her. Seriously.
I am so frikkin tired. I hate Mondays. Today especially. I HAD SIX HOURS OF CLASS, FOR GOD'S SAKE, so screw me if I talk nonsense. It's not my fault anywayz, everybody in my group were as tired like me.
To start off today, I woke up at 7 something, but I dozed off again to dreamland...and I woke up again at 730. Huhuhu....I bathed, got dressed in my most comfortable clothes ever (white shirts and jeans....whut else??) and had my quiet time in the morning, drinking my hot choc. Little I knew that this day sucked. LIKE HELL.
I went to class, IT Maths, extra early just to make sure that I would not be late, coz I was sleepy, so I tend to walk up slow. Huhu....I arrived safely, and learned IT Maths. Gosh..learning Maths in the middle of when I shud sleep is not exactly my idea of a favourite activity. But the lecturer sed she can't make it on Wednesdays, so bleh, screw her, screw the subject, I dun give a damn anymore. As long as I score this subject, then everything is fine for me. So yeah, one hour was up (ew...E sat beside me....ew ew ew...) and I went to ERU to collect my exam slip.
So yeah, went to ERU, got my result slip, and there there, came my classmates. Now now, I know I'm gonna sound pretty ignorant here, but must they compare results? How kiasu can you get? I know they're all very pandai-pandai and all, but must they SHOW OFF? Urgh...that made me feel even worse. Dahla sleepy, now I'm cranky. I hate this. Why oh why I am stuck with a group of this superior students? I certainly dun belong in this group....
And after that I went to PS to have my lunch. AT TEN! So whuts that supposed to be, brunch? Huk...THIS IS ALL MY LECTURER'S FAULT. SHE TOOK OUR LUNCHTIME! So yeah, I ate this uberly HOT nasi goreng kampung (Kenneth : Aiyaaaaaa....my mee sup also very hot!!! Look look, they got put chilli like big siao lorr...like they have much money wwooooorr), and ended up crying my eyes out eating that meal. HYUK HYUK T___T
And then, physics. Oklah this class, the lecturer very enthusiastic, and I like her, so yeah, she's cool. And after that, I went home. At last. Even though it was only one hour free time. I went to the dobby to take my comforter (aiya...yg ini blom siap wwooo..sori aaa) and Uptown to buy some stuff. And later that, I chatted with this Izyan from Singapore. She's UBERLY cool!!!! A big shoutout to her!!! HIIIIIIIIIII ^__^
And then at one, oh god, economics. I am so sorry to say this, but I seriously dun understand what happened just now in class. My mind was a big blur to me, and all I know was Madam Arifah yammering away about PPF and whatsoever-I-dun-know-much-less-I-care. I know I slept like, two minutes innit because I was SO SO SO tired. I got up after that, discovered everybody was yawning away and Justin and Kenneth slept like babies. NICE.
And then, no gap, off we go to IT Maths. My god, I seriously feel like I wanted to faint when I entered this class. I felt so sleepy, tired and hungry at this time. And when I saw the lectuere's face (she was the one who took our lunchtime + and possible bedtime), I felt like I wanted to scream at her "THIS IS ALL YOUR FAULT! I FAILED ECONOMICS BECOZ OF YOU! EVIL!" For god's sake, she didnt even smile at us. I think she decided to keep this very fierce face that say "I'm evil, be very afraid of me". By far, this is the lecturer that I dun like most. And I did a mistake just now sitting at the front with Adelaine, because according to Adelaine, she got BO. Urghhhhh...what more cud be worse? And just now she's like marah-marah, because we all didn't really pay much attention to her. HOW CAN WE? WE'RE STARVING, DANG! Sum more we were tired, sleepy (Kenneth slept again for the whole hour. Champion la..!). My gosh, it was the worst mental torture ever +_+ Hantu betoi lecturer....
After that, gap one hour, I went to the lab. Checked bulletin board and did nothing....just froze to death in the lab. Then, off to English....the last class of the day. Gosh...she is so kind, she let us off early by half an hour. SUCH AN ANGEL. Btw, in English just now we did this really exciting activity. We were divided into groups of two according to gender. Then we were given the task of listing "5 positive traits of guys" and "5 negative traits of guys".
Mo : Helooo people.....!!!!
Adelaine : Gosh, I dun even see anything POSITIVE in him, how can we list it down until FIVE?????
Anywayz, now classes were over, and I'm now here, ranting in my blog on how hellish some lecturer can be. Gosh, I hate her. Seriously.
well, it's not so bad...
Music of the moment : Another Day - Lene Marlin
FINALLY, I have the video clip of this song!!!! SO HAPPY!!!! Lene, you rule!!!!!! I LOVE YOU!!!! *___* (the kids innit are so kawaii!!! I love them too!!! And I like Lene's gloss innit! What issit? Stila? Bonne Bell??? Waaa.....I want I want I want...)
Anywayz, just got back from Sempoy, having my usual late dinner (or shud I call it supper? o__O). Mee goreng and teh o ais, as usual...hee hee. Today the food was so late, I actually finished half the glass of my tea before the food arrived. Hyuk hyuk...hehehhee....And today Yasmin actually finished her food!!! GO MAMIN!!! (or issit Mamen?? ^__^?) Mind you, that is a very rare occasion, seeing Mamin eating her food to the last bits...GO MAMIN!
While I was paying the food just now with them all, I saw this big, giant, rat and that actually freaked me out. MY GOD. O___O A RAT! THE FIRST THING I AM SCARED OF BESIDES SNAKES! Waaaaaaaa........
I'm gonna have a 9 am class tmrw, and now I'm still not asleep. Huih...how can I sleep? I'm still full...aiyak....
Oh yeah, today is technically tomorow oredi rite? Happy birthday Adelaine!!!! U are now the big 2-0!!! Ur....OLD. Miehehehehe...but ur the best!!! GO YOU!!!
I better hit the bed now, longgggggg day tomorow. Six hours of class....goshhhh
Oyasuminasai!
FINALLY, I have the video clip of this song!!!! SO HAPPY!!!! Lene, you rule!!!!!! I LOVE YOU!!!! *___* (the kids innit are so kawaii!!! I love them too!!! And I like Lene's gloss innit! What issit? Stila? Bonne Bell??? Waaa.....I want I want I want...)
Anywayz, just got back from Sempoy, having my usual late dinner (or shud I call it supper? o__O). Mee goreng and teh o ais, as usual...hee hee. Today the food was so late, I actually finished half the glass of my tea before the food arrived. Hyuk hyuk...hehehhee....And today Yasmin actually finished her food!!! GO MAMIN!!! (or issit Mamen?? ^__^?) Mind you, that is a very rare occasion, seeing Mamin eating her food to the last bits...GO MAMIN!
While I was paying the food just now with them all, I saw this big, giant, rat and that actually freaked me out. MY GOD. O___O A RAT! THE FIRST THING I AM SCARED OF BESIDES SNAKES! Waaaaaaaa........
I'm gonna have a 9 am class tmrw, and now I'm still not asleep. Huih...how can I sleep? I'm still full...aiyak....
Oh yeah, today is technically tomorow oredi rite? Happy birthday Adelaine!!!! U are now the big 2-0!!! Ur....OLD. Miehehehehe...but ur the best!!! GO YOU!!!
I better hit the bed now, longgggggg day tomorow. Six hours of class....goshhhh
Oyasuminasai!
Sunday, December 21, 2003
things will get better, i promise
Music of the moment : Hold On - Good Charlotte
Morning people...or issit afternoon? It's already 1230 pm according to my clock...so yeah, afternoon people!! ^__^
Not much to say I guess, just that it's Sunday and I have nothing planned. Mebbe doing some of my tutorials later on, and get myself some sleep coz I'm gonna have an early class tomorrow (damn damn damn....)
Anywayz, Ariff's mum and brother are leaving for US today. And I dunno why I typed that coz that has nothing to do with me, but then it's Ariff's family, so yeah, have a nice hols Ariff's mum and brother!!! ^___^V
My Ariff-Izyan anniversary is this Friday and I'm looking forward to that. OMG, WE'RE TWO YEARS! *drooleth at the fact* I so can't believe this...
I'm gonna go fanlisting-hunting!! Have a nice day minna-san!
Morning people...or issit afternoon? It's already 1230 pm according to my clock...so yeah, afternoon people!! ^__^
Not much to say I guess, just that it's Sunday and I have nothing planned. Mebbe doing some of my tutorials later on, and get myself some sleep coz I'm gonna have an early class tomorrow (damn damn damn....)
Anywayz, Ariff's mum and brother are leaving for US today. And I dunno why I typed that coz that has nothing to do with me, but then it's Ariff's family, so yeah, have a nice hols Ariff's mum and brother!!! ^___^V
My Ariff-Izyan anniversary is this Friday and I'm looking forward to that. OMG, WE'RE TWO YEARS! *drooleth at the fact* I so can't believe this...
I'm gonna go fanlisting-hunting!! Have a nice day minna-san!