Saturday, December 13, 2003
i am so frikkin HAPPY! - Part 2
Music of the moment : Hold On - Good Charlotte
OMG. I so miss this blog. I didn't log on for one and a half days coz Streamyx-I-so-suck-coz-I-decided-to-increase-bandwidth-while-Izyan-is-still-here was down, and that left me numb and damn frikkkkkkkkiiiiinnnnnn bored. Gile aaa....
OMG. I so miss this blog. I didn't log on for one and a half days coz Streamyx-I-so-suck-coz-I-decided-to-increase-bandwidth-while-Izyan-is-still-here was down, and that left me numb and damn frikkkkkkkkiiiiinnnnnn bored. Gile aaa....
I'm going back tmrw. To Malacca. I'm so gonna miss house, family, cats (KAWAII! Dun leave me!), everything that's Kedah (even tho ppl here drive slo-oh-oh-oh-ow), and Ariff (altho technically, he's nearer if I'm in Melaka...hurrmmmm). Waaaa....MMU, jgn la kejam! Bagikla cuti lagik!! I wan more holidayssss!! Next sem is so a nightmare. I'm going to learn Comp Applications, English III, IT Maths 2, Fundamentals Economics (I dun really think I'm going to enjoy this subject), and Ooooooohhhh, Physics LAB and Physics II! My gosh...two Physics subjects! How will I live??? Waaaaaa!!!!
I passed the test for my driving license just now. Nyiahahaha....yeahh! Now I can drive, after waiting for so long! I rule! Hehehe...and later on in the evening, I went to Jabatan Pendaftaran to renew my IC. Ariff was there to accompany me coz my mum and Yana wanted to leave early, so they left me with Ariff. Huk...thanks dear. I love you. Really. Seriously.
I'm going back tmrw. And I haven't packed a thing. My bag is flowing with clothes, that minus all the crappy things (my hair straightener, teddy bear, etc). How am I going to fit it all?
p/s - Ariff, thanks for visiting! ^___^V
pp/s - Get well soon, Mamu!
*if the words don't come my way, I hope you still know, I hope it still shows...
If the words don't come my way, I hope you still know, what my heart wants to say...*
p/s - Ariff, thanks for visiting! ^___^V
pp/s - Get well soon, Mamu!
*if the words don't come my way, I hope you still know, I hope it still shows...
If the words don't come my way, I hope you still know, what my heart wants to say...*
Thursday, December 11, 2003
i am so frikkin HAPPY!
Music of the moment : What My Heart Wants To Say - Gareth Gates
Ariff came. HOHOHOHO!!! We hung out from 10 am till 6 pm! Nyiahahahaha.....SO SO KEWL! I LOVE HIM ^___^ (I know typing in caps means I'm screaming and that annoys ppl, but hey, I am feeling like I wanna scream, and THIS is my blog, so why not do it here? HAHA). We talked, and tickled each other like hell (well, I did anyways) and did lotsa stuff. Hee hee. It was just him freaking out everybody in my family about his long hair. Hehehe....see, I told you dear to cut your hair, but you said barber tutup plaks....byk la u....
Ariff came. HOHOHOHO!!! We hung out from 10 am till 6 pm! Nyiahahahaha.....SO SO KEWL! I LOVE HIM ^___^ (I know typing in caps means I'm screaming and that annoys ppl, but hey, I am feeling like I wanna scream, and THIS is my blog, so why not do it here? HAHA). We talked, and tickled each other like hell (well, I did anyways) and did lotsa stuff. Hee hee. It was just him freaking out everybody in my family about his long hair. Hehehe....see, I told you dear to cut your hair, but you said barber tutup plaks....byk la u....
And guess whut else he did? He captured my face when I was doing the dishes! Urrghhhh....even me myself dun want to view myself. He grabbed Zaf's hp that got camera and captured my face! Urrghhh...the nerve....takpa takpa....revenge! I will do something....just that now my brain is cramped and I can't really think of anything as a good comeback.....but dun worry, I'll come up with something....just wait and see....Hee hee.
My dad played a mean prank to me just now. Me and Ariff was sitting on the sofa and I was using my mum's laptop to surf the net. So there was this somebody named kabus_surya camed and IMed me. So me was like, "Who the hell is this?" Ariff was also pelik2 like that. So I tot, nevermind lah, just go on with the IM. But then, this kabus_surya guy was really getting on my nerves, telling me he always see me in Emerald and stuff. And he asked me whether I got bf or not....bla bla. I was like, "WTF?". I tot he was my dad coz I saw the name kabus_surya before....in my dad's YM. So then, after I answered the "got bf anot?" question (I told him off), my mum got out of the room, and I asked her whether dad is playing computer or not. She suddenly burst out laughing and my dad got out of the room, and he laughed too. And I turned to Ariff, screaming "I told you it was my dad!!!!!" Huahuahauahau...things got a lil hectic. My dad was asking Ariff, "Ariff takut ker?" Nyiahahaha....righttt....as if asking "got bf anot?" gonna scare my sweet Ariff. But I was kinda suspecting him all along, so all's good. All system's go. REVENGE!
My dad played a mean prank to me just now. Me and Ariff was sitting on the sofa and I was using my mum's laptop to surf the net. So there was this somebody named kabus_surya camed and IMed me. So me was like, "Who the hell is this?" Ariff was also pelik2 like that. So I tot, nevermind lah, just go on with the IM. But then, this kabus_surya guy was really getting on my nerves, telling me he always see me in Emerald and stuff. And he asked me whether I got bf or not....bla bla. I was like, "WTF?". I tot he was my dad coz I saw the name kabus_surya before....in my dad's YM. So then, after I answered the "got bf anot?" question (I told him off), my mum got out of the room, and I asked her whether dad is playing computer or not. She suddenly burst out laughing and my dad got out of the room, and he laughed too. And I turned to Ariff, screaming "I told you it was my dad!!!!!" Huahuahauahau...things got a lil hectic. My dad was asking Ariff, "Ariff takut ker?" Nyiahahaha....righttt....as if asking "got bf anot?" gonna scare my sweet Ariff. But I was kinda suspecting him all along, so all's good. All system's go. REVENGE!
Both Ariff and Zaf are realli kewl with my parents. My parents kinda gave their two cent's worth of bicycles (dun ask) and schools (dun ask also). I mean, it's cool that Ariff can get along with my parents. And my mum is really nice. Asking me when is he going to come again and stuff. I like today. And my dad also nice, with the little exception of the prank he played earlier, which is mean, and which I presume will happen again in the near future.
Hungry. Better go. Ja minna. I had a nice day, how about you?
Hungry. Better go. Ja minna. I had a nice day, how about you?
Wednesday, December 10, 2003
sometimes i'm weird like that...
Music of the moment : Epiphany - Staind
Love this song! Somebody from the US recommended this song to me coz the lyrics are deep and meaningful, and that person cudn't be more precise. Really deep....
Love this song! Somebody from the US recommended this song to me coz the lyrics are deep and meaningful, and that person cudn't be more precise. Really deep....
Oh well, to start off today, it DIDNT rained. So it's kinda cheery and I think I can hear the birds chirping, only I can't, coz I'm wearing my headphones...Nyiahahahaha....
I rechecked my schedule for next semester....hey, I'm not freakish about school, k? I'm not enthusiastic about it either, but next semester is like, 5 days away (that's less than a WEEK!), and I'm gonna be so so so clueless if I didn't check my schedule. This time around, MMU decided to be mean to me coz they've scheduled THREE (oh yes, you read it right, THREE) 8 a.m classes (read : torture, headaches, sleepy eyes, brain refusal to absorb knowledge at such an early time). And I have Friday classes! And my Fridays will start at 8! Keso aaaa! How the hell will I wake up? Even nak bangkit gi lab mase kul semilan semester lepas pon susah....how the hell am I going to manage to even lift an eye? Moreover walk to CLC? Nyiahahaha.....I am so so so pathetic. But I'll get up and get dressed as usual...if I can. Haiseh....But I will survive!!!!!! Even Friday classes and 8 am classes will not crush me! I will not let myself down!!!! Yesh yesh yesh!!!
Ariff's coming here today. Huhuhu...gagah siot...Thanks dear. You're the source of my sanity!!!! His bus is at ten, and I'm not sure if he woke up oredi or not now (its now 0919 hrs according to my clock). But he's a nice guy, I'm sure he woke up...somehow someway.....
Last nite it rained here in AS. And somehow my Streamyx can't be connected. Darn, kesian me. I was in the middle of IMing Ariff and Kenji, and somehow I realized that I'm not connected anymore. So I checked and try to connect back, but somehow, it didn't work. So I gave up and slept early (waaayyyyy early) last nite. I'm numb without internet connection....Call me pathetic, but that's just me. Sori Ariff and Kenji....
I'm gonna go back to Melaka this Sunday. Hukhukhuk...I dun want to go back....I wanna stay here!! Can I stay here??? *___*
I rechecked my schedule for next semester....hey, I'm not freakish about school, k? I'm not enthusiastic about it either, but next semester is like, 5 days away (that's less than a WEEK!), and I'm gonna be so so so clueless if I didn't check my schedule. This time around, MMU decided to be mean to me coz they've scheduled THREE (oh yes, you read it right, THREE) 8 a.m classes (read : torture, headaches, sleepy eyes, brain refusal to absorb knowledge at such an early time). And I have Friday classes! And my Fridays will start at 8! Keso aaaa! How the hell will I wake up? Even nak bangkit gi lab mase kul semilan semester lepas pon susah....how the hell am I going to manage to even lift an eye? Moreover walk to CLC? Nyiahahaha.....I am so so so pathetic. But I'll get up and get dressed as usual...if I can. Haiseh....But I will survive!!!!!! Even Friday classes and 8 am classes will not crush me! I will not let myself down!!!! Yesh yesh yesh!!!
Ariff's coming here today. Huhuhu...gagah siot...Thanks dear. You're the source of my sanity!!!! His bus is at ten, and I'm not sure if he woke up oredi or not now (its now 0919 hrs according to my clock). But he's a nice guy, I'm sure he woke up...somehow someway.....
Last nite it rained here in AS. And somehow my Streamyx can't be connected. Darn, kesian me. I was in the middle of IMing Ariff and Kenji, and somehow I realized that I'm not connected anymore. So I checked and try to connect back, but somehow, it didn't work. So I gave up and slept early (waaayyyyy early) last nite. I'm numb without internet connection....Call me pathetic, but that's just me. Sori Ariff and Kenji....
I'm gonna go back to Melaka this Sunday. Hukhukhuk...I dun want to go back....I wanna stay here!! Can I stay here??? *___*
Tuesday, December 09, 2003
here me out now!!!!
Music of the moment : From The Inside - Linkin Park Live in Texas VCD (my sis's watching it now)
OMG, Kawaii is sitting right next to me! OMG OMG OMG. O M G! So *cute*! I love you Kawaii!!! Ur so Kawaai!!!!!! Kawaii just got a nice bell, my mum just bought her one, so now she's even more Kawaii!! SUKI SUKI SUKI!!! *___________*
OMG, Kawaii is sitting right next to me! OMG OMG OMG. O M G! So *cute*! I love you Kawaii!!! Ur so Kawaai!!!!!! Kawaii just got a nice bell, my mum just bought her one, so now she's even more Kawaii!! SUKI SUKI SUKI!!! *___________*
I burnt my finger just now. Now its all purple-ish and bluish......KAKKOI!!! I love it! More colours onto my body! And it will turn into this small balloon of water, and I'll be playing with that small spot of burnt skin, and I will peel it off.....wow....Its a whole enriching experience, dun you think so?
*hearing something.....weird*
*hearing something.....weird*
Chotto matte kudasai! That's the sound of Kawaii's bell! So cute! I like the sound of a cat's bell. So niceee.....like kching-kching like that lorrr...And Kawaii is lying next to me....OMG, I shud my grab my camera! This shud go in film!!!!!!
I gtg, I wanna film my cat! Kiut laaaaaaaa! I love neko!! Neko neko neko!!!!!
p/s- To those who is dunno whut the hell I'm yammering about, Kawaii is my cat. ^__^v
KawaII is asleep now.....OMG, I can DIE because of the cuteness of this neko! I LOVE NEKO!!!!
I gtg, I wanna film my cat! Kiut laaaaaaaa! I love neko!! Neko neko neko!!!!!
p/s- To those who is dunno whut the hell I'm yammering about, Kawaii is my cat. ^__^v
KawaII is asleep now.....OMG, I can DIE because of the cuteness of this neko! I LOVE NEKO!!!!
carry on smiling~~~
Music of the moment : Life Is A Flower - Ace Of Base
I love this song! So cheerful, and this totally make up my day! And this morning, it rained!!! Well, kinda drizzling and stuff, but it was so cold, and it made my sleep even nicer (I had a nice sleep last niteee....cozy bed, fluffy pillow, warm blanket, huggable Ariff d Bear....bliss)
I love this song! So cheerful, and this totally make up my day! And this morning, it rained!!! Well, kinda drizzling and stuff, but it was so cold, and it made my sleep even nicer (I had a nice sleep last niteee....cozy bed, fluffy pillow, warm blanket, huggable Ariff d Bear....bliss)
What else to talk bout eh? Looks like nothing is nice to crap this morning, coz I had a nice start, and I just crap when I had a bad start. Huhuhuhuhu....anywayz, the sun is shining outsideee and I like it! Suki suki suki!
Oh yeah, I just found that "I Love You" in Japanese is Aishiteru! Aishiteru minna-san! Suki suki!! I like neko too!!! Neko neko neko!!! Fat neko especially!!!!!
Oh yeah, I just found that "I Love You" in Japanese is Aishiteru! Aishiteru minna-san! Suki suki!! I like neko too!!! Neko neko neko!!! Fat neko especially!!!!!
I better go, gotta do some thing. Sayonara!
Monday, December 08, 2003
Playing My Game - Lene Marlin
This is something that I liked a long time ago. Nice song. Very pretty, very slow. But nice lyrics. Enjoy
^__^
Won't open my mouth,
You know what I'll say
It hurts me that it's gotta be this way
I can no longer hide
God knows I've tried
I held on as long as I could
If I could change it, I would
This is the way I am,
And this is what I do.
I cry my tears
But they're not for you
Playing a game
I know you've done too
I shouldn't have waited,
But still it's all the same
Cause you know,
I'm just playing my game.
Close your ears if you don't like the sound of my voice
You're acting like I
Like I had a choice
But to leave you behind well,
I've made up my mind.
I cry my tears
But they not for you
Playing a game
I know you've done too
I shouldn't have waited,
But still it is all the same
Because you know,
I'm just playing my game.
Don't hold me with your eyes
The light in them I cannot see,
No need to blind me
There's this darkness where I walk
You thought you had your future
All figured out.
I cry my tears
But they're not for you
Playing a game
I know you've done too
I shouldn't have waited,
But still it is all the same
Cause you know,
I'm just playing my game,
I'm playing my game.
good news!
Music of the moment : Powerless (Say What You Want) - Nelly Furtado
I passed all my subjects! Yes yes yes!!!! Thank you GOD! I am so relieved!!!! Yesh yesh yesh...now semester 3 is on next......I'm HAPPY! I wanna go eat potato chips!!!
I passed all my subjects! Yes yes yes!!!! Thank you GOD! I am so relieved!!!! Yesh yesh yesh...now semester 3 is on next......I'm HAPPY! I wanna go eat potato chips!!!
if i was invisible
Music of the moment : Powerpuff Girls' Ending Theme
*fighting crime, trying to save the world, here they come just in time, the powerpuff girls!*
*fighting crime, trying to save the world, here they come just in time, the powerpuff girls!*
Morning people. Ze Outzide isz verry shiney, zdont youz thinkz zso? Yesz, I think zso tooz. Fank youz forz agreeing wit meuz.
Dun blame urself if you cant read the previous sentence. That's just me crapping around. I just got nuthing better to do that pretend I'm French and try to talk English. That is something I learn from Harry Potter. Neat eh?
Dun blame urself if you cant read the previous sentence. That's just me crapping around. I just got nuthing better to do that pretend I'm French and try to talk English. That is something I learn from Harry Potter. Neat eh?
Yesterday I went out and did some shopping. Bought stuff and yada yada yada. Met a lot of my juniors. Hyuk hyuk...some I didnt even remember the names, gomen ne? But I can safely say that I can still recognize the faces! Hehehehe.
I'm trying to stop eating candy (that means, all those peppermint sweets that I've been taking had got to stop). And I think I'm going great. It has been a week since I've taken one of those. But I crave for it laaaa.....I dunno why I suddenly decided to stop eating all those peppermint sweets (I miss POLO....hyuk hyuk). Mebbe I just tot about tooth decay. Nyiahahahaha.....
I'm hungry. Anybody got potato chip?
I'm trying to stop eating candy (that means, all those peppermint sweets that I've been taking had got to stop). And I think I'm going great. It has been a week since I've taken one of those. But I crave for it laaaa.....I dunno why I suddenly decided to stop eating all those peppermint sweets (I miss POLO....hyuk hyuk). Mebbe I just tot about tooth decay. Nyiahahahaha.....
I'm hungry. Anybody got potato chip?
Sunday, December 07, 2003
when everything is so boring u cant think of anything else...
Music of the moment : Invisible - Clay Aiken
Mane Arep nih? He sed to msg him if I'm online, and I am now, and I msged him oredi, but he is still not here. And guess whut time I msged him? 0951 hrs. Now it's 1039 hrs. I am so patient.
Blogdrive somehow tak boleh masuk plaks. Bosan neh. Now I'm typing using Wordpad and will post this up after Blogdrive is available.
Just now I watched Lizzie again. Nyiahahahaha....I cant seem to get enuff of Lizzie...problem betoi. Anywayz, today's episode was about Gordo being short. He got turned down by this girl to the junior prom becoz he's SHORT. That's so unfair! I'm short too y'know! I'm just 5' 3''. And my bf is just around my height. And he is FABULOUS! This proves that you dun have to be tall to be attractive. Besides, having a bf nearing
Aiya...where is Ariff when I need him? Kill my boredom!! O__o I am bored. B.O.R.E.D.
Oh shit, I just remembered today's date. 7th of December. Do you know whut that means people??? My result is coming out!!! On the 9th!! Shit....how can I forget??? Damn damn damn...I am so doomed. Huhuhuh....
Alamak....PTPTN!! GYAAAA!!!!!! I've forgotten all about the matikan setem thingy. Aiyak....isk....I better consult Mum...waaaa!! So many important thinds to settle. Itu ler...pelupe. I shud make use of that organizer in my handphone, shudn't I?
Ariff is still not online. To sleep or not to sleep? To sleep or not to sleep? To sleep or not to sleep? To sleep or not to sleep? To sleep or not to sleep? To...sleeppp.....orr....not...to....sleeppp?? To.......uh...sleep...or not toooooo? To...zzZZZzzzzzz......
Saturday, December 06, 2003
something my friend forwarded
SAGITTARIUS WOMAN
A tall slim and graceful woman who walked proudly like she is walking in a beauty pageant competition. If she slips or nearly falls, she will nicely covered it up and continue with her graceful and impressive walking step. She knows how to use make up to enhance her beauty. She looks at the world positively, so her face always seem so happy. She will not get up set easily.
Self-confident woman who believes in her own style. She will not follow fashion, but standing in between simplicity and too modern. She is a very open person, sometimes can be too blunt. She is an honest person and never try to cause troubles for any one.
She likes to say something that you do not want to hear and yet she can say something so pleasing at the same time. Example she may say "I wish you could make more money, so you could afford better cloth, but anyway it is better this way. If you make more money you could be thinking of money too much and become greedy". She can say such thing and make you wonder if you
should get up set or love her more.
She is also a free spirit and does not like to stay home. She likes to be protected, but not to give her orders. She has no respect to a weak man. If she try to over powered you, then you have to calm her down and try to control her to be in a limit by doing the same thing too. She will listen if
she respect you. She likes to be herself and like her guy to be himself.
She is a no nonsense woman, so you will not hear she says " Guess what I will do next", or "Guess what I am thinking" because she always say what she is thinking out loud like a guy. If you do not
understand her in this matter, you could easily break up with her. She sees problems in her love
life as another funny story.
She is clumsy and it is in her nature. You may think it is cute, but for some neat guys this could be so unbearable. She is very friendly, so she can easily turn her enemy to be her friends. She has
good taste in fine cloths, good food, first class and first services. Even a poor woman in this Zodiac
will struggle to afford such good taste. She could spent lots of money as if she can not understand how difficult it is to make money. If you think of letting her borrow money, think again.
She is a paranoid. If she thinks you like her, she may already think about getting marry and lost her freedom and so on and on. A jolly woman who loves sports. She is an ordinary woman who could dress like a tomboy. She has more guy friends and sometimes could act like one of a guy. She does not care about rumors, so she can get home very late and couldn't careless what her
neighbor will gossip about her. She thinks either good or bad, you will know it yourself , so you should not bother what people think.
Her wit and innocent look are her charms. She is often hurts from love, but never afraid to look for a new one as if she is singing "Do that to me one more time". She likes going straight and being straight forward. She will not go around to get what she wants, or beat around the bush just to say
something. If you meet her and tell her straight what you think, she will admire you.
p/s- Cudn't be more accurate, if I do say so myself. Giler aaa....scares me to some extent.
A tall slim and graceful woman who walked proudly like she is walking in a beauty pageant competition. If she slips or nearly falls, she will nicely covered it up and continue with her graceful and impressive walking step. She knows how to use make up to enhance her beauty. She looks at the world positively, so her face always seem so happy. She will not get up set easily.
Self-confident woman who believes in her own style. She will not follow fashion, but standing in between simplicity and too modern. She is a very open person, sometimes can be too blunt. She is an honest person and never try to cause troubles for any one.
She likes to say something that you do not want to hear and yet she can say something so pleasing at the same time. Example she may say "I wish you could make more money, so you could afford better cloth, but anyway it is better this way. If you make more money you could be thinking of money too much and become greedy". She can say such thing and make you wonder if you
should get up set or love her more.
She is also a free spirit and does not like to stay home. She likes to be protected, but not to give her orders. She has no respect to a weak man. If she try to over powered you, then you have to calm her down and try to control her to be in a limit by doing the same thing too. She will listen if
she respect you. She likes to be herself and like her guy to be himself.
She is a no nonsense woman, so you will not hear she says " Guess what I will do next", or "Guess what I am thinking" because she always say what she is thinking out loud like a guy. If you do not
understand her in this matter, you could easily break up with her. She sees problems in her love
life as another funny story.
She is clumsy and it is in her nature. You may think it is cute, but for some neat guys this could be so unbearable. She is very friendly, so she can easily turn her enemy to be her friends. She has
good taste in fine cloths, good food, first class and first services. Even a poor woman in this Zodiac
will struggle to afford such good taste. She could spent lots of money as if she can not understand how difficult it is to make money. If you think of letting her borrow money, think again.
She is a paranoid. If she thinks you like her, she may already think about getting marry and lost her freedom and so on and on. A jolly woman who loves sports. She is an ordinary woman who could dress like a tomboy. She has more guy friends and sometimes could act like one of a guy. She does not care about rumors, so she can get home very late and couldn't careless what her
neighbor will gossip about her. She thinks either good or bad, you will know it yourself , so you should not bother what people think.
Her wit and innocent look are her charms. She is often hurts from love, but never afraid to look for a new one as if she is singing "Do that to me one more time". She likes going straight and being straight forward. She will not go around to get what she wants, or beat around the bush just to say
something. If you meet her and tell her straight what you think, she will admire you.
p/s- Cudn't be more accurate, if I do say so myself. Giler aaa....scares me to some extent.