This is something that I liked a long time ago. Nice song. Very pretty, very slow. But nice lyrics. Enjoy
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Won't open my mouth,
You know what I'll say
It hurts me that it's gotta be this way
I can no longer hide
God knows I've tried
I held on as long as I could
If I could change it, I would
This is the way I am,
And this is what I do.
I cry my tears
But they're not for you
Playing a game
I know you've done too
I shouldn't have waited,
But still it's all the same
Cause you know,
I'm just playing my game.
Close your ears if you don't like the sound of my voice
You're acting like I
Like I had a choice
But to leave you behind well,
I've made up my mind.
I cry my tears
But they not for you
Playing a game
I know you've done too
I shouldn't have waited,
But still it is all the same
Because you know,
I'm just playing my game.
Don't hold me with your eyes
The light in them I cannot see,
No need to blind me
There's this darkness where I walk
You thought you had your future
All figured out.
I cry my tears
But they're not for you
Playing a game
I know you've done too
I shouldn't have waited,
But still it is all the same
Cause you know,
I'm just playing my game,
I'm playing my game.
I passed all my subjects! Yes yes yes!!!! Thank you GOD! I am so relieved!!!! Yesh yesh yesh...now semester 3 is on next......I'm HAPPY! I wanna go eat potato chips!!!
*fighting crime, trying to save the world, here they come just in time, the powerpuff girls!*
Dun blame urself if you cant read the previous sentence. That's just me crapping around. I just got nuthing better to do that pretend I'm French and try to talk English. That is something I learn from Harry Potter. Neat eh?
I'm trying to stop eating candy (that means, all those peppermint sweets that I've been taking had got to stop). And I think I'm going great. It has been a week since I've taken one of those. But I crave for it laaaa.....I dunno why I suddenly decided to stop eating all those peppermint sweets (I miss POLO....hyuk hyuk). Mebbe I just tot about tooth decay. Nyiahahahaha.....
I'm hungry. Anybody got potato chip?
Music of the moment : Invisible - Clay Aiken
Mane Arep nih? He sed to msg him if I'm online, and I am now, and I msged him oredi, but he is still not here. And guess whut time I msged him? 0951 hrs. Now it's 1039 hrs. I am so patient.
Blogdrive somehow tak boleh masuk plaks. Bosan neh. Now I'm typing using Wordpad and will post this up after Blogdrive is available.
Just now I watched Lizzie again. Nyiahahahaha....I cant seem to get enuff of Lizzie...problem betoi. Anywayz, today's episode was about Gordo being short. He got turned down by this girl to the junior prom becoz he's SHORT. That's so unfair! I'm short too y'know! I'm just 5' 3''. And my bf is just around my height. And he is FABULOUS! This proves that you dun have to be tall to be attractive. Besides, having a bf nearing
Aiya...where is Ariff when I need him? Kill my boredom!! O__o I am bored. B.O.R.E.D.
Oh shit, I just remembered today's date. 7th of December. Do you know whut that means people??? My result is coming out!!! On the 9th!! Shit....how can I forget??? Damn damn damn...I am so doomed. Huhuhuh....
Alamak....PTPTN!! GYAAAA!!!!!! I've forgotten all about the matikan setem thingy. Aiyak....isk....I better consult Mum...waaaa!! So many important thinds to settle. Itu ler...pelupe. I shud make use of that organizer in my handphone, shudn't I?
Ariff is still not online. To sleep or not to sleep? To sleep or not to sleep? To sleep or not to sleep? To sleep or not to sleep? To sleep or not to sleep? To...sleeppp.....orr....not...to....sleeppp?? To.......uh...sleep...or not toooooo? To...zzZZZzzzzzz......
A tall slim and graceful woman who walked proudly like she is walking in a beauty pageant competition. If she slips or nearly falls, she will nicely covered it up and continue with her graceful and impressive walking step. She knows how to use make up to enhance her beauty. She looks at the world positively, so her face always seem so happy. She will not get up set easily.
Self-confident woman who believes in her own style. She will not follow fashion, but standing in between simplicity and too modern. She is a very open person, sometimes can be too blunt. She is an honest person and never try to cause troubles for any one.
She likes to say something that you do not want to hear and yet she can say something so pleasing at the same time. Example she may say "I wish you could make more money, so you could afford better cloth, but anyway it is better this way. If you make more money you could be thinking of money too much and become greedy". She can say such thing and make you wonder if you
should get up set or love her more.
She is also a free spirit and does not like to stay home. She likes to be protected, but not to give her orders. She has no respect to a weak man. If she try to over powered you, then you have to calm her down and try to control her to be in a limit by doing the same thing too. She will listen if
she respect you. She likes to be herself and like her guy to be himself.
She is a no nonsense woman, so you will not hear she says " Guess what I will do next", or "Guess what I am thinking" because she always say what she is thinking out loud like a guy. If you do not
understand her in this matter, you could easily break up with her. She sees problems in her love
life as another funny story.
She is clumsy and it is in her nature. You may think it is cute, but for some neat guys this could be so unbearable. She is very friendly, so she can easily turn her enemy to be her friends. She has
good taste in fine cloths, good food, first class and first services. Even a poor woman in this Zodiac
will struggle to afford such good taste. She could spent lots of money as if she can not understand how difficult it is to make money. If you think of letting her borrow money, think again.
She is a paranoid. If she thinks you like her, she may already think about getting marry and lost her freedom and so on and on. A jolly woman who loves sports. She is an ordinary woman who could dress like a tomboy. She has more guy friends and sometimes could act like one of a guy. She does not care about rumors, so she can get home very late and couldn't careless what her
neighbor will gossip about her. She thinks either good or bad, you will know it yourself , so you should not bother what people think.
Her wit and innocent look are her charms. She is often hurts from love, but never afraid to look for a new one as if she is singing "Do that to me one more time". She likes going straight and being straight forward. She will not go around to get what she wants, or beat around the bush just to say
something. If you meet her and tell her straight what you think, she will admire you.
p/s- Cudn't be more accurate, if I do say so myself. Giler aaa....scares me to some extent.
I went to Penang yesterday for that PIKOM PC Fair. There was a lot of stuff there, but dunno, I wasn't in the mood la...Mebbe becoz I was tired kot. Anywayz, I got a new printer yesterday as my old one *kaput*. Dunno whut happened. Huhuhuhu...sedey sedey. And I got a new monitor for my pc in Mlk. Nice lor...
Everyone's like, "Biler Arep mau baliks?" From Zaf, Bron to my parents. Isk isk isk, berbuih dah mulut neh sehhhh....Even my maid pon tanye. Hurhurhur....pelik siot. Why suddenly everyone's anticipating? Weird weird weird...anywayz dear, if you can come, come aaa...Bosan gile nih. Do whatever it takes to bring ur ass in here. Even gulinggulingguling in front of ur mum....Hehehehehe.
Okie dokie guys, I'm gonna head off and sleep. Even tho it's 10 something in the morning. I made a mistake of waking a tad too early just now. Now I shall finish my dream. Nyiahahahahaha!
2. single or taken : Taken, and I'm proud of it!
3. sex : Female
4. birthday : 3rd of December 1985
5. sign : Sags
6. siblings : 4, I'm the second one.
7. eye colour : Brown
8. hair colour : Jet-black
Relationships
your bestfriends : Ariff, those I hang in MMU, former high school clique
do u have any bf/gf : Uh-huh. Enuff sed.
do u have crush : Who doesn't?
Fashion | stuff
where is ur favorite place to shop? : I like this store called Somerset Bay in Metrojaya. KAWAII!
any tattoos or piercings? : No interest in tatoos, I'm not allowed to anywayz, I've pierced ears.
Specifics
do u do drugs? : Nope. In the form of medicine, yes.
What shampoo do u use? : Herbal Essences....the green colour one. Hehe.
what are u most scared of? : God. And dogs! Waaaaaaa!!
who is the last person that called you? : I can't exactly remember...I'll check my hp, k?
Favorites
color : Basic colours- white, black, grey and blue.
food : My own apple pie.
boys name : I like the name Ariff. I wonder why....(duh!)
girls names : My own name! Nyiahahahahaha!
subjects in school : I like Maths and English.
animals : Cats! Neko Neko Neko!
sports : I like to watch tennis on tv, I dun really play any sports. Huh~
drink : Teh ais satu~
Do..
you wish you could live somewhere else: Not really. I am really comfortable living in AS. And Melaka, altho the food is really scarce there...well, good food anywayz.
you think about suicide : Nope, never. I love my life too much to give it away just like that.
you believe in online dating : It can happen, but not to me.
others find you attractive : Ntahler...is this a question?
you want more piercings : No...dun want. It hurts like hell!
you drink : HAHAHAHAHAHA.....wait...that's a question eh?
you do drugs : MANA ADA!
you smoke : I dun smoke. I hate smokers. Period.
you like cleaning : Sometimes, when I have the mood to do so.
you like roller coasters : Yeahh!!! WHEEEEEEE~~
Have you..
ever cried over a girl? : Yeah...over my best friend.
ever cried over a boy? : Yeah..over my boyfriend.
ever lied to someone? : Yeah, I AM human, you know...
ever been arrested? : Nada.
Number
of times i have been in love : 1?
of times i have had my heart broken : Um...none yet
of hearts i have broken : Aaaa? Alamak....nggak kira sehhhh....
of girls i have kissed : Aaa? What kind of a question is this?
of boys i have kissed : As if I'm going to tell....Hahahahaha!!
of girls i've slept with : Slept with or "slept with"?
of boys i've slept with : Look above.
of drugs taken illegaly : I do not take drugs.
of people i consider my enemies : Ohohohoh....beribu-ribu lemon!
of times my name has appeared in the newspaper: None. I am so so normal.
Do you think you are..
pretty : Ntah....looks is really subjective.
funny : Kengkadang~
hot : Hahahahahahaha~~
friendly : Yeh, my friend sed so in Friendster.
ugly : Ugly aaA? Takle sgt kot....
loveable : Mebbe, ye kot.
caring : Ask Ariff.
sweet : Anyone tasted me?
dorky : Ntah. What is the definition of "dork" anywayz?
geeky : Geeky? Hahaha...I love to study...Me a geek? Love me for me.
Have a nice day minna-san.
Sorry if I annoyed you guys with my Hilary Duff's music of the moment entries, but I apparently love her music. So....YOUNG. Gosh, I never felt that in years. Muahahahaha! As if I'm so old. Bleh.
*now listening to Figure.09-Linkin Park* I am now using my mum's lappie. Nice. I like the black body this laptop has. I WANT ONE! My dad built this networking thingy, so now three computers at home, and all are internet-enabled. Ahhhh....bliss.
Zaf came over to my house earlier in the morning. Hehehehe...we had a nice, long chat. Nice Zaf. Luckily he came too, coz I was about to fall asleep reading that Lovely Bones ^__^ Forgive me people, I'm puasa-ing today!
And later on, I logged on into the internet, and surfed around in Friendster. Guess whut I found? JUST GUESS. AF's contestant's profiles. Luckily, I found Sahri's in Zaf's friendster, and Khai's in Sahri's friendster. Huh...nasib baik la they are the ones that I like most (and V-I-N-C-E too!)...so...dengan muke tak malu nyer, I added them. Hurhurhurhur....Oy, I was bored okay???
My tooth hurts. I dunno which one. It's the back one, I think. Waaahhhhh!! DEMIT! EVIL TOOTH!
I HATE FLU! EVIL FLU! I wanna go sleep now, but I can't, coz I made a mistake of sleeping too much earlier in the afternoon. Ba-ka. TOTALLY BA-KA. Huh....why did I sleep anyways???
Not much happened. I ate cake and stuff....happy birthday to me. Today is a nice birthday. It didnt rain, and I think I look nice today. Heh. And I ate cake. But EVIL FLU had to go in and barge my perfect day, the cake tasted nothing to me. I HATE FLU!
Oh yeah, just wanna put some raya picture in here.
Uh...I KNOW I looked stupit. Hehe. Forgive me as I also had a FLU that day. GOSH, this flu wont go anywhere. Mebbe I have sinus. Uh???
I like this band! *and I can tell you my love for you would still be strong, after the boys of summer had gone...* GO PUNK ROCK! AF IS EVIL!
Im having this big flu right now, and that doesnt feel nice at all. I hate feeling something stuck in my throat!! And I planned to fast today but since I needed lotsa water, so no need puase lah~
Hurm...what else to crap? Oh yeah, I still haven't finish reading that novel I bought. It's kinda funny coz I can read Harry Potter that is 800 pages long in just 4 days, but this book I bought is just 360 pages, and it's been 3 days since I opened it. Weird eh? It seems like this book is really captivating, and plus, I kinda fell asleep everytime I'm in the middle of reading it. But the book is NOT boring. THAT I can assure you. It's just that I like sleeping. Hee hee.
I better go, I haven't eaten breakfast. Happy Birthday to ME!