blue sky

Sunday, December 07, 2003
when everything is so boring u cant think of anything else...

Music of the moment : Invisible  - Clay Aiken

 

Mane Arep nih? He sed to msg him if I'm online, and I am now, and I msged him oredi, but he is still not here. And guess whut time I msged him? 0951 hrs. Now it's 1039 hrs. I am so patient.

 

Blogdrive somehow tak boleh masuk plaks. Bosan neh. Now I'm typing using Wordpad and will post this up after Blogdrive is available.

 

Just now I watched Lizzie again. Nyiahahahaha....I cant seem to get enuff of Lizzie...problem betoi. Anywayz, today's episode was about Gordo being short. He got turned down by this girl to the junior prom becoz he's SHORT. That's so unfair! I'm short too y'know! I'm just 5' 3''. And my bf is just around my height. And he is FABULOUS! This proves that you dun have to be tall to be attractive. Besides, having a bf nearing ur height is kinda an advantage too. Easier to hug! ^__^

 

Aiya...where is Ariff when I need him? Kill my boredom!! O__o I am bored. B.O.R.E.D.

 

Oh shit, I just remembered today's date. 7th of December. Do you know whut that means people??? My result is coming out!!! On the 9th!! Shit....how can I forget??? Damn damn damn...I am so doomed. Huhuhuh....

 

Alamak....PTPTN!! GYAAAA!!!!!! I've forgotten all about the matikan setem thingy. Aiyak....isk....I better consult Mum...waaaa!! So many important thinds to settle. Itu ler...pelupe. I shud make use of that organizer in my handphone, shudn't I?

 

Ariff is still not online. To sleep or not to sleep? To sleep or not to sleep? To sleep or not to sleep? To sleep or not to sleep? To sleep or not to sleep? To...sleeppp.....orr....not...to....sleeppp?? To.......uh...sleep...or not toooooo? To...zzZZZzzzzzz......


 izyan just babbled at 10:59 am 
Make a comment

Saturday, December 06, 2003
something my friend forwarded

SAGITTARIUS WOMAN
 
A tall slim and graceful woman who walked proudly like she is walking in a beauty pageant competition. If she slips or nearly falls, she will nicely covered it up and continue with her graceful and impressive walking step. She knows how to use make up to enhance her beauty. She looks at the world positively, so her face always seem so happy. She will not get up set easily.
 
Self-confident woman who believes in her own style. She will not follow fashion, but standing in between simplicity and too modern. She is a very open person, sometimes can be too blunt. She is an honest person and never try to cause troubles for any one.
 
She likes to say something that you do not want to hear and yet she can say something so pleasing at the same time. Example she may say "I wish you could make more money, so you could afford better cloth, but anyway it is better this way. If you make more money you could be thinking of money too much and become greedy". She can say such thing and make you wonder if you 
should get up set or love her more.
 
She is also a free spirit and does not like to stay home. She likes to be protected, but not to give her orders. She has no respect to a weak man. If she try to over powered you, then you have to calm her down and try to control her to be in a limit by doing the same thing too. She will listen if 
she respect you. She likes to be herself and like her guy to be himself.
 
She is a no nonsense woman, so you will not hear she says " Guess what I will do next", or "Guess what I am thinking" because she always say what she is thinking out loud like a guy. If you do not
understand her in this matter, you could easily break up with her. She sees problems in her love 
life as another funny story.
 
She is clumsy and it is in her nature. You may think it is cute, but for some neat guys this could be so unbearable. She is very friendly, so she can easily turn her enemy to be her friends. She has
good taste in fine cloths, good food, first class and first services. Even a poor woman in this Zodiac 
will struggle to afford such good taste. She could spent lots of money as if she can not understand how difficult it is to make money. If you think of letting her borrow money, think again.
 
She is a paranoid. If she thinks you like her, she may already think about getting marry and lost her freedom and so on and on. A jolly woman who loves sports. She is an ordinary woman who could dress like a tomboy. She has more guy friends and sometimes could act like one of a guy. She does not care about rumors, so she can get home very late and couldn't careless what her 
neighbor will gossip about her. She thinks either good or bad, you will know it yourself , so you should not bother what people think.
 
Her wit and innocent look are her charms. She is often hurts from love, but never afraid to look for a new one as if she is singing "Do that to me one more time". She likes going straight and being straight forward. She will not go around to get what she wants, or beat around the bush just to say 
something. If you meet her and tell her straight what you think, she will admire you.


p/s- Cudn't be more accurate, if I do say so myself. Giler aaa....scares me to some extent.

 izyan just babbled at 10:38 pm 
Make a comment

matte iru yu~

Music of the moment : Take Me Away - Fefe Dobson

Ohayo gozaimasu minna! Nice morning innit? Well, kinda cloudy here in Kedah but I like it. Not too hot, or not too cold. In-between.

I went to Penang yesterday for that PIKOM PC Fair. There was a lot of stuff there, but dunno, I wasn't in the mood la...Mebbe becoz I was tired kot. Anywayz, I got a new printer yesterday as my old one *kaput*. Dunno whut happened. Huhuhuhu...sedey sedey. And I got a new monitor for my pc in Mlk. Nice lor...

After that, we went to Aunty Dah's house for prayers and a bit of tea. Reached home around seven something. Tiring, but hey, it's a break from boredomitis. Nyiahahahhaha!

Everyone's like, "Biler Arep mau baliks?" From Zaf, Bron to my parents. Isk isk isk, berbuih dah mulut neh sehhhh....Even my maid pon tanye. Hurhurhur....pelik siot. Why suddenly everyone's anticipating? Weird weird weird...anywayz dear, if you can come, come aaa...Bosan gile nih. Do whatever it takes to bring ur ass in here. Even gulinggulingguling in front of ur mum....Hehehehehe.

Earlier I watched Lizzie's rerun. Nice. This episode is about Lizzie switching bodies with Matt. Gosh, that must've been horrible. Imagine if I switched bodies with any of my bros...*imagining*....Ooookkaaayyyy...THAT is scary. Remind me not to play those type of games ion my head EVER again. Once is enuff.

Okie dokie guys, I'm gonna head off and sleep. Even tho it's 10 something in the morning. I made a mistake of waking a tad too early just now. Now I shall finish my dream. Nyiahahahahaha!

 izyan just babbled at 10:44 am 
Make a comment

Friday, December 05, 2003
another survey!

I got this out of Friendster. Have fun reading, hyuk hyuk~

1. name : Izyan
2. single or taken : Taken, and I'm proud of it!
3. sex : Female
4. birthday : 3rd of December 1985
5. sign : Sags
6. siblings : 4, I'm the second one.
7. eye colour : Brown
8. hair colour : Jet-black

Relationships
your bestfriends : Ariff, those I hang in MMU, former high school clique
do u have any bf/gf : Uh-huh. Enuff sed.
do u have crush : Who doesn't?

Fashion | stuff
where is ur favorite place to shop? : I like this store called Somerset Bay in Metrojaya. KAWAII!
any tattoos or piercings? : No interest in tatoos, I'm not allowed to anywayz, I've pierced ears.

Specifics
do u do drugs? : Nope. In the form of medicine, yes.
What shampoo do u use? : Herbal Essences....the green colour one. Hehe.
what are u most scared of? : God. And dogs! Waaaaaaa!!
who is the last person that called you? : I can't exactly remember...I'll check my hp, k?

Favorites
color : Basic colours- white, black, grey and blue.
food : My own apple pie.
boys name : I like the name Ariff. I wonder why....(duh!)
girls names : My own name! Nyiahahahahaha!
subjects in school : I like Maths and English.
animals : Cats! Neko Neko Neko!
sports : I like to watch tennis on tv, I dun really play any sports. Huh~
drink : Teh ais satu~

Do..
you wish you could live somewhere else: Not really. I am really comfortable living in AS. And Melaka, altho the food is really scarce there...well, good food anywayz.
you think about suicide : Nope, never. I love my life too much to give it away just like that.
you believe in online dating : It can happen, but not to me.
others find you attractive : Ntahler...is this a question?
you want more piercings : No...dun want. It hurts like hell!
you drink : HAHAHAHAHAHA.....wait...that's a question eh?
you do drugs : MANA ADA!
you smoke : I dun smoke. I hate smokers. Period.
you like cleaning : Sometimes, when I have the mood to do so.
you like roller coasters : Yeahh!!! WHEEEEEEE~~

Have you..
ever cried over a girl? : Yeah...over my best friend.
ever cried over a boy? : Yeah..over my boyfriend.
ever lied to someone? : Yeah, I AM human, you know...
ever been arrested? : Nada.

Number
of times i have been in love : 1?
of times i have had my heart broken : Um...none yet
of hearts i have broken : Aaaa? Alamak....nggak kira sehhhh....
of girls i have kissed : Aaa? What kind of a question is this?
of boys i have kissed : As if I'm going to tell....Hahahahaha!!
of girls i've slept with : Slept with or "slept with"?
of boys i've slept with : Look above.
of drugs taken illegaly : I do not take drugs.
of people i consider my enemies : Ohohohoh....beribu-ribu lemon!
of times my name has appeared in the newspaper: None. I am so so normal.

Do you think you are..
pretty : Ntah....looks is really subjective.
funny : Kengkadang~
hot : Hahahahahahaha~~
friendly : Yeh, my friend sed so in Friendster.
ugly : Ugly aaA? Takle sgt kot....
loveable : Mebbe, ye kot.
caring : Ask Ariff.
sweet : Anyone tasted me?
dorky : Ntah. What is the definition of "dork" anywayz?
geeky :
Geeky? Hahaha...I love to study...Me a geek? Love me for me.

Have a nice day minna-san.

 izyan just babbled at 09:46 am 
Make a comment

Thursday, December 04, 2003
how do u spell boring?

Music of the moment : Come Clean - Hilary Duff

Sorry if I annoyed you guys with my Hilary Duff's music of the moment entries, but I apparently love her music. So....YOUNG. Gosh, I never felt that in years. Muahahahaha! As if I'm so old. Bleh.

I finished that book! GYAAA!!!!! The Lovely Bones! FINITO! ENDED! Yesh yesh yesh. Overall, the story is quite interesting. There's this girl, named Susie Salmon who was murdered by this really psychotic neighbour of hers, Mr Harvey. So she is the narrator of in this book, and she speaks from Heaven. And she spoke of how she viewed ppl cope with her death-and how they move on. A deep and very moving novel. And now I begin to appreciate those who are with me right now....

*now listening to Figure.09-Linkin Park* I am now using my mum's lappie. Nice. I like the black body this laptop has. I WANT ONE! My dad built this networking thingy, so now three computers at home, and all are internet-enabled. Ahhhh....bliss.

Zaf came over to my house earlier in the morning. Hehehehe...we had a nice, long chat. Nice Zaf. Luckily he came too, coz I was about to fall asleep reading that Lovely Bones ^__^ Forgive me people, I'm puasa-ing today!

And later on, I logged on into the internet, and surfed around in Friendster. Guess whut I found? JUST GUESS. AF's contestant's profiles. Luckily, I found Sahri's in Zaf's friendster, and Khai's in Sahri's friendster. Huh...nasib baik la they are the ones that I like most (and V-I-N-C-E too!)...so...dengan muke tak malu nyer, I added them. Hurhurhurhur....Oy, I was bored okay???

There's this girl named Dally that put a link to my blog in her blog. Thanks girl! I'll add u in my friendster soon! Hehehehe....apesal la ari nih eh? I'm acting weird lah...ok..now I'm scaring myself. I better stop that.

My tooth hurts. I dunno which one. It's the back one, I think. Waaahhhhh!! DEMIT! EVIL TOOTH!

 izyan just babbled at 03:31 pm 
Comments (1)

Wednesday, December 03, 2003
10.29 pm

Music of the moment : In This Diary - The Ataris

I HATE FLU! EVIL FLU! I wanna go sleep now, but I can't, coz I made a mistake of sleeping too much earlier in the afternoon. Ba-ka. TOTALLY BA-KA. Huh....why did I sleep anyways???

Not much happened. I ate cake and stuff....happy birthday to me. Today is a nice birthday. It didnt rain, and I think I look nice today. Heh. And I ate cake. But EVIL FLU had to go in and barge my perfect day, the cake tasted nothing to me. I HATE FLU!

Oh yeah, just wanna put some raya picture in here.

me and family :)

Uh...I KNOW I looked stupit. Hehe. Forgive me as I also had a FLU that day. GOSH, this flu wont go anywhere. Mebbe I have sinus. Uh???

 izyan just babbled at 10:39 pm 
Make a comment

i'm 18!

Music of the moment : Boys of Summer - The Ataris

I like this band! *and I can tell you my love for you would still be strong, after the boys of summer had gone...* GO PUNK ROCK! AF IS EVIL!

I am officially 18 today! Yeah...no need pretending that I am 18 while I'm not (but technically I am 18 this year long....I WAS born on 1985 u know...) Well, at lot of sms'es poured yesterday...but the "friends" I mentioned yesterday still didnt say anything. Oh well, I dun want to cry over it. After all, they just know me, so it's not their fault.But Ariff (baby u dah besau...^__^), and Bron and my cousins and several other wished me, so that was nice. Even my high school friends didn't forget me. Hehehe...thanks guys....And also my sister! Look at the tagboard! Hehehe....

Im having this big flu right now, and that doesnt feel nice at all. I hate feeling something stuck in my throat!! And I planned to fast today but since I needed lotsa water, so no need puase lah~

Hurm...what else to crap? Oh yeah, I still haven't finish reading that novel I bought. It's kinda funny coz I can read Harry Potter that is 800 pages long in just 4 days, but this book I bought is just 360 pages, and it's been 3 days since I opened it. Weird eh? It seems like this book is really captivating, and plus, I kinda fell asleep everytime I'm in the middle of reading it. But the book is NOT boring. THAT I can assure you. It's just that I like sleeping. Hee hee.

I better go, I haven't eaten breakfast. Happy Birthday to ME!




 izyan just babbled at 09:19 am 
Make a comment

Tuesday, December 02, 2003
inner strength inside me

Music of the moment : Inner Strength - Hilary Duff

So, I was sitting in that red sofa in the living room, reading that book I bought. And then suddenly I fell asleep (as usual) and slept for nearly two hours straight on that windy afternoon. I woke up, watched Thats So Raven and Lizzie. Actually, this has nothing to do with anything. I just feel like typing that I had a nice good sleep today ^_^

Tomorrow's my birthday. My 18th birthday. Gosh, I'm old oredi. Actually, this kinda saddens me coz I'm sure my friends forgotten all about my birthday. After all, they just knew me, and I'm not actually a significant member in their group, so.....Look, it's not like I crave for attention. But it's my birthday, and it cudn't hurt to wish rite? I'm not even sure if they read this. But whut I know, when they do, they will remember it and say "It's too late anywayz, so why bother?"....Whatever. Let's just see whether they remember it or not. Which, I might say, I doubt it.

When I reviewed this back, my birthday and all, I kinda figured how lonely I am in this life. Family is one thing I have in this life, and I found heaven in them. And it's nice to have Ariff with me, but that doesn't really sums up what I am feeling inside. Sure, he's there and really a nice person to talk to, but when it comes to absence, he's in that category too. I miss him. Dearly. And I miss my friends too, even though sometimes I don't feel I'm important to them. And I long to have a really nice friend to talk to, to be there when I need her, a nice girlfriend, like the ones I have back in high school. Being in school now doesnt really help much as there are barely ten girls in our groups combined, lesser than less. And sometimes when people hang out with their room mates or housemates, I think why I can't be like them. Then I remembered that my housemates (and also roommate) dun really talk to me and probably think I'm some kind of a freak. They're all seniors and I really don't fit in their closed-knit group. I hate myself sometimes for being so hard in finding friends that I can trust in, and when I do, they turn their back on me.  I'm not sure what I'm doing wrong. Mebbe I talk differently, or mebbe I'm too self-conscious. But I'm a human, and human do make mistakes. I WANT FRIENDS. AND I WANT TO FEEL THAT I'M WANTED. Somehow, that is one thing that I still failed to achieve to this day. Help me God.

Let's just see who remembers my birthday tomorrow. I doubt there's any wishes. Moreover a present. I hate being alone. And all I wanted was to feel significant, if that is possible.

 izyan just babbled at 10:48 pm 
Make a comment

i'm a sweet!

freshmint
You are Fresh Mint. You are caring and friendly. You have a nurturing
personality and always help out a friend in
need. You are fairly outgoing, and always show
a friendly face. You truly care for other
people, and you show it. However, you may
neglect your own responsibilites or become over
involved in your friends' personal affairs. Most Compatible With: Orange

Which Tic-Tac Flavor Are You?
brought to you by Quizilla


Rite, and now I'm a mint. Luckily though, peppermints are my favorite flavor of  sweets. So I dun mind!

 izyan just babbled at 08:29 am 
Make a comment

Monday, December 01, 2003
not this time!

Music of the moment : Lonely - Britney Spears

Yeah yeah, I listen to Britney sometimes. So whut? Is that a crime?

New layout! I got tired of seeing the same old pink layout, coz everybody is doing it. And besides, it's not like I like the colour pink that much, and I kinda needed a change. This is the 3rd version of whitelily. This first one was the pitas page, the second one was the pink layout, so this is the third one. I kinda tweaked the previous layout with colours...heh. Mebbe you think that is not much, but being a lazy person that I am, this is a big accomplishment for me. The header pic is Michelle Branch (btw, thankx Yana!). I fancied that picture a lot coz she looked out in the window, kinda thinking and drifting in thoughts, like I did most of the time when I'm bored. The words in that header is by me, that was just some impromptu thoughts that I jotted down to be put in that header. Heh. Anywayz, put you comments on the tagboard k? I really need ur thoughts on this. This is my birthday pressie to myself, so happy birthday to me!

I watched AI just now in HBO. Halfway watching that, I slaved myself in front of this pc, doing the layout. My my, I must not make it a habit. Watching a movie halfway, that is. I slept in The Matrix Reloaded AND Revolutions, watched a bit of Underworld, and god knows how many movies I slept innit. Darn.

I bought this book, The Lovely Bones written by Alice Sebold. Nice. Seriously. If you haven't read it, I hate you. Haha. I'm kidding, people!

Better go to sleep. I'm tired. My friends all decided to dump me and not be online tonite. What is wrong with them?
  

 izyan just babbled at 11:56 pm 
Make a comment